26th December, 2002
Sometimes I hate me,
More than you could know,
I always laugh and giggle,
And never let it show.
Deep down inside,
I feel the shame,
And I know at times,
You feel the same.
Sometimes I feel
Like grabbing a blade,
And slicing my wrists,
Letting my memories fade.
I feel as though
I�ve been kicked around,
With steel toed boots
All over the ground.
Deep gasping breaths,
It�s almost done,
I�ve lived my life,
My time is gone.
Blood trickles down,
My wrists to the ground,
And I feel no guilt
No one�s around.
No one hears
Or understands my pain,
Because it seems
Like I get in the way.
I have no importance,
No one that cares,
No one that loves,
So I will bear�
The pain in me,
Has gone so deep,
I feel it now,
I�ve begun to sleep.
Just one more chance,
To let it out,
One scream, or yelp,
But no one�s about.
I lay to die
Upon the ground,
Because no one is there,
No one�s around.
