24th December, 2002
I never knew
It would hurt so bad,
Being told
That I flirt like mad.
I didn�t mean
To flirt, you see,
I belong to you,
And you to me.
I�ve never met
Anyone like you,
You take my heart,
And you make it new.
Like I�ve never lived,
Like I�ve never cried,
Like I�ve never loved,
Or even sighed.
Everything is new
Every sigh,
Every breath,
Every time I cry.
Everything is new,
Now that I am with you,
Everything I dreamed
Will soon come true with you.
I dream about you,
Constantly,
Every night,
There we lay.
On a bed
Of silken sheets,
You look at me,
And I feel sweet.
We smile,
Before we embrace,
Your lips
Touching my face.
But then I awake,
And face the truth,
That you only wanted me,
Because I gave you some proof,
You aren�t as bad
As you see yourself,
But what do I know?
I only kid myself.
See, I only lie,
And I always deceive,
Never tell the truth,
But you are naive.
So childish,
So torn,
You�d think
You were just born.
I don�t understand,
Your way of thought,
You made it seem,
That I was bought.
I was purchased,
And carried about,
Like a treasure,
But soon you found out�
I have flaws,
I�m not a goddess,
I have faults,
I�m human, no less!
Obviously,
You saw something in me,
That others don�t see,
Or you�d leave me be.
Put me back on the shelf,
Discard me like trash,
But remember this face,
And never look back.
