......I could have saved him.
As I set and listen to the people around me talk I feel more alone. I feel like the world didn�t want me there.
My only love died when I was 16. He raised his cold gray eyes to the evil that stood before him. Then as his life was slowly drifting away he cried one single tear in my arms. Not because he sad but because he feared his arms would never get to hold me again. But I was helpless and could not save him.
So now 2 years later my life has finally came don to this. Came down to the razor in my hand. It looked like it couldn�t do much for a person but to me it was going to relive me of all my pain.
I laid my suicide note on my bed with a single black rose. I hated roses but he always insisted that roses made my beauty fade because they were so plain against my face and well I didn�t want my death to be glamourse. Then the color black had being my favorite ever since he died.
Not wanting to take any longer I raised my razor and cut through the vains in one arm then the other. Blood immediately filled my hands and my strength disappeard. I closed my eyes because the blurriness was hurting to much then I heard it. It was someone calling my name.
"Draco?" no it couldn�t be he�s dead.
When the figure got closer I realized that the hair was not bleach blond but instead raven black. Green terrified eyes where looking at me
"What have you done?" he askes. He grabs me I his arms but I fight to get out of them.
"Why are you doing this? I love you!! I have always loved you."
I stopped moving to look up at him. His eyes where always readable but this time they were undecided. It looked like love, sadness, fear and tears where all in them. The feeling of my blood pouring out was gone and I became numb and cold.
I choked out a "sorry" before my red hair covered my face and I floated way from the world. Away from the boy who was always there but seat in the back seat of my mind since my 5th year when my love took the front seat.
"I�m sorry Harry, I really am sorry.
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Author's note: The next chapter we will get to see the suicide note and Harry�s POV. It know it�s abit sad but It was just a mood I was in and I had this idea so I hoped you enjoyed it.
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