tired of going somebody else's way
I can't even remember why I boarded anymore
can't slow down I won't hit the breaks
committed to this perfect mistake
I no longer feel the tracks that guided me before
I've lived, I've died
this prelaid life
but not this time
I'm steering for myself tonight
crash and burn I survey the remains
but blinded by the smoke and flame
I don't see the wreckage and I don't know what's in store
but I've lived, I've died
this prelaid life
but not this time
I'm steering for myself tonight
no regrets now I feel no shame
live or die I will take the blame
won't get caught on those tracks again
so watch me now as I walk away
-Portia 2006
