I'm losing my focus, nothing is clear
I've somehow forgotten what I'm doing here
but there's one thing I know
that the shadow grows
at the edge of my mind
it's drawing close
CHORUS
help me now
I'm falling fast
looking longing
for the past
my resolve will
never last
it's fading fast
I'm falling fast
V2
somewhere between dreams and mistakes
my life rages on though I'm barely awake
when up from within
there rises again
that dark apathy
crawling under my skin
CHORUS
BRIDGE
clinging to habits that saved me before
I wonder if the'll even work anymore
dark secrets lurking behind closed doors
arise in me now they won't be ignored
CHORUS
CHORUS
-Portia 2006