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updated 12-16-04

1-25-05

Today is national "Crawl into a hole and die" day. So is tomorrow, and actually, I think so is the rest of the week.

1-10-05

I feel kind of shitty, but for some reason, because there doesn't seem to be anything to be happy about in the world right now, I feel sort of comfortable. I don't know why. It's cool, but it's not cool at the same time.

I think it has something to do with the fact that, even though I still don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life, I am starting to get myself figured out. Like, I know where I stand on certain things, and there isn't anything you can say to change my mind.

When I say "certain things", I basically mean going to college. I AM GOING to college someday, but I'm not going to go right after high school. I know, almost EVERYONE says that if you take a year off, you won't want to go back, but, whether they want to beleive it or not, not every human being on the planet is the same.

I'm taking a year off because I need a damn break. Maybe it's because I don't have a very good work ethic, maybe I'm just lazy, but I need a break. I need a break to do some of the stuff I've been wanting to do for the past four years, but I never had the time to do. I've told myself every summer for the last few years that I'm going to get piano lessons, well, once high school is over, I'm actually going to do that. The other thing I'm going to do is write songs. I've pretty much found out that I can write songs, I just need time to actually work on them. I can't write songs when I only have 45 minutes every once in a while to do so.

I guess that's all I had to say.

Oh yeah, um, I also feel the need to mention this girl that I am secretely in love with... I dunno why. I'd tell you her name, but then um, she'd know, and all of my hopes and dreams would be ruined...

Okay... maybe it wouldn't be that bad, but a man can dream.

1-6-05

"You showed up at a free clinic wearing bondage gear, and you were shocked�shocked!�when the overworked, underpaid practitioner wondered if you might not be there for a cheap thrill?"
-Dan Savage

1-5-05

Just when you think you have found something to live for, those mother fuckers go and fuck everything up.

1-4-05

The Three Things I've Learned in High School:
-How to quit

-If you don't do what you are told, you will never amount to anything

-Everyone is the same, what works for someone else will work for you, and what doesn't work for someone else will not work for you
1-1-05

Happy New Year, mother fuckers.



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