'Anita come on the Ferris wheel is now boarding people!'

Brian shouted to her as he pulled on her arm.

'Wait, no, I don't think so, no more rides that involve me having to throw up my stomach'

Anita said trying to pull free. She had finally forgiving Brian after he had apologized to her profusely.

'Oh, don't be a big baby, you just have to sit there while it goes around in a circle.'

Brian said giving the man his tickets and pulling at Anita's arm who now had her foot permanently dug into the ground.

'No, NO AND NO! I wont I cant, its not going to happen, wrong number please don't call again!'

Anita said with fire in her eyes as she was then pulled from her spot by a ruff jerk on her arm by Brian.

'NOW LETS GO!'

He then dragged her to the seat and pushed her down as the other man placed the bar over them. Anita quickly gripped the bar, her knuckles started turning white from the force she was holding onto it with. Brian looked at her and grinned as he reached for her hand and brought it to his lips.

'Sweetheart, I promise nothing is going to happen to you. I wouldn't take you on a ride that could be anything but safe for you.

Anita smiled back at him and was almost calm when suddenly the ride gave a sudden jump as it went up and her heart beat once again picked up and she started panicking.

'Baby, baby, calm yourself, take a deep breath, look nothing to fear, I am right here.'

Brian then scooted closer to her and placed his arm over her shoulder.

Anita then went quite as she felt Brian's arm around her and his body heat next to her. She then looked at him and he once again kissed her hand. She never thought she could love him anymore till that moment. Anita then felt herself move closer to Brian and each other's lips were suddenly pulled together by a magnetic force till suddenly a ruff jerk pulled them both form this dream world.

'Everyone stay calm and don't move the ride is stuck! We have to fix it!' Said one of the carnie guys. Anita went into shock again and started screaming.

'I'M GONNA DIE, HERE ON THIS PIECE OF SHIT RIDE.... OMG I'M GONNA DIE A VIRGIN ALONE WITH MY ASSHOLE OF A BOYFRIEND!'

Brian was trying to calm her till she said that word.

'Excuse me.... boyfriend!?'

Anita then turned and looked at him with a flushed face from screaming and felt herself become embarrassed.

'Umm...yes, you're a boy and you are my friend...or now thinking bout it ex best friend sounds a little better!'

Anita then huffed as her face went into cold expression.

'Maybe, ex best friend is something to look into and more into your boyfriend for real.'

Brian said looking at her with serious eyes as he once again brought her hand to his lips kissing it so gently and never letting his eyes leave hers.

'What...huh? Brian what are you saying...'

Anita could feel herself become hot...was it getting warmer on this ride...did someone forget to tell her that all the oxygen in the world was taken.... why did her tummy keep on doing loop de loops...and that look Brian had was he feeling ok?

'I think what I am saying Anita is simply that right now all I wanna do is kiss you.'

'I might be bad at it.' Anita said with dazed eyes.

'You could never be bad at something....'

Brian then leaned over and kissed her lips softly. Once they pulled away Anita was breathless and wishing for more. Brian had never known she was so sweet.

'Anita.... can I kiss you again.'

Anita looked up at him her brown eyes huge and full of lust. She then nodded and this time Brian let his tongue outline her full lips and then she slowly opened her mouth for him to taste a little more of the heaven she had. Just as they pulled away fireworks went off and Anita gave Brian another kiss and settled perfectly in his arms.

'Brian.'

'MMM'

Brian said sweetly as his fingers ran through Anita's hair.

'Give me your hand please'

Brian then held out his hand and Anita out lined his palm only this time she drew a heart with their initials. Brian smiled at the soft touch she had and held her titer.

'Anita, I love you.'

'I love you too'

And two hours later and three more make out sessions they got off that ride. And it for ever was Anita's favorite ride.

Chapter Ten Two years later...

Anita was now entering high school and felt nothing but nervous. Brian was a junior and he told her she had nothing to worry bout but she couldn't help but think something bad was going to happen.

Through the last two years Brian and she had never officially became boyfriend and girlfriend but they did their share of flirting and giving each other little kisses. Most of the people who knew them assumed they were going out and it was nothing new.

But then there was the other half who knew better and wanted to get some of that action. Anita had become a very beautiful young lady. Her black hair had grown long and had a slight wave in it. Her eyes were huge and full and then the rest of her had filled out rather nicely as most of the guys told Brian. He of course snubbed it off and told them to stop looking but he had to admit Anita was a knock out.

And of course Anita was completely in love with Brian. He had become so handsome over the years. His strawberry blond hair had become light from the summer and his blue eyes were hypnotizing. All the girls at Kentucky high went weak knee whenever they looked at him. Boyfriends of girls couldn't help but get a little over protective of their girls. But Brian never really noticed.

He was happy being single. Also he was just getting into a band. Or at least he was hoping it all would work out that way. His parents had helped him work on his passion of music and even helped him land a deal in New York which were he was almost all summer. So seeing Anita in her tanned skin and short skirts was a big surprise.

'OK Brian, I know that being the first day and me being a fresh I am allowed to be a loser and not know where to go but truthfully is it that hard?'

Anita looked panicked in the seat next to Brian. Taking a quick glance at her before turning the corner he started chuckling and then reach over and kissed her hand.

'Baby, trust me its going to be ok, everyone has first time jitters. It's only natural. And its not that bad.'

Anita smiled at him and traced his hand, it always made her calm. They then arrived at the school and Brian gave her a quick peck.

'Remember, nothing to be afraid of and I will see you after school!'

'OK Rok.'

She said using the part of the nickname she made up for him since he had grown a love for basketball.

Anita could feel the butterflies working over time but knowing that Brian was there for her she felt a little better. They both got out of the car and walked their separate ways to the new place Anita was sure she was gonna call 'hell'!

During the day Anita slowly felt more comfortable and surprisingly enough had three date offers. Giggling as she walked to Brian's car she saw him making out with a girl.

'BRIAN!' Anita said to break the two apart.

'Oh, hey Anita this is Summer, we have Chemistry together.

'Well, its that nice of you two. Taking class to new levels I see.'

Anita's comment made Summer blush and Brian gave Anita a look.

'Hey, don't go getting your panties in a bind you two I was only joking swapping spit isn't abnormal for two teenagers at the prime of their sexual maturity to do!'

Anita had to hold herself back from laughing at the two of them.

'Now Brian, I have a few guys I need to call so can you please take me home and continue this sexpade later!'

Anita then jumped into the car and slammed the door. Brian just stood there dumbfounded. A few guys! He then jumped into his car as well completely forgetting bout Summer.

'A FEW GUYS!'

Anita started giggling as Brian speed out of the parking lot.

Chapter Eleven

When Brian came home from another meeting with his agent Brian caught Anita on the phone and heard the last part of the conversation.

'NO, you so didn't with Thomas.' Anita was on the phone with one of her friends who was gushing bout her date last night. Anita couldn't believe it she was now the only virgin in her group of friends. Not even any of the cheerleaders were virgins. Anita felt like a complete loser. And now to make matters even worse Spencer, who was one of the quarterbacks of the football team, asked her out and she could only think of two things he had in mind and none of them consisted of a nice peck on the cheek and a romantic walk on the beach.

'So are you two gonna go out for real now?'

'Well, I dunno.... there are just so many guys who can settle on just one!'

Anita was surprised at her friends comment. She always believed in one-man relationships if it ever got serious.

'Anita, I gotta go, Erik is here... he's got a truck, can you imagine all the fun!'

Anita signed and then hung up. What was she going to do? She had to find someone to help her with this problem.

'HOW IS A GIRL ABLE TO BE GOOD ENOUGH IN THE SACK IF SHE'S NEVER DONE IT BEFORE!'

'Done what?'

Brian knew what she was talking bout he had gotten the end of her conversation and was kinda surprised it had come to this. Sure she was in high school but thinking bout sex already.... damn!

Anita jumped from the surprise of Brian's voice.

'Umm.. well.. you see...I...'

Anita didn't know if she could tell Brian. Sure he was her best friend and out of everyone she knew he would understand the most. But this was just so much harder to talk about. It made her squirm to even think about it. Its not like she could just go, 'well I need to have sex wanna be the guy I do it with?'

'Anita, its me, Brian. You can tell me anything.'

He wanted to see if she trusted him enough to tell him her biggest problems. He kept his face serious and looked into her eyes. His heart was pounding. If she did tell him what would he do?

Anita thought bout this and then realized that maybe asking Brian wouldn't be that bad. I mean he wasn't a stranger. And she felt comfortable around him.

'Brian....would you...would...'

'Anita just tell me!'

'Would you have sex with me!'

Brian was stunned at her answer. He was a virgin himself and he had always believed in making love with someone he had feelings for. And lately his feelings for Anita had taken a huge change.

'Well.. I...why?'

'You see, Spencer asked me out and I know and you know that he is very experienced. And since I'M not I don't want to be a disappointment to him. So I was thinking that you being my best best BEST friend in the whole wide world and love me forever and ever could help me out.. please!!!!!!!' Anita looked at him her brown eyes pleading with him.

'Anita...I think...I need to think bout this.'

Brian then got up and went home. He suddenly had some feelings he had to sort out. Was he falling for his best friend? What was he going to do? This was Anita, his BEST friend! He sat down and sighed. He thought for a while and knew what he was going to do.

Chapter Twelve
Two day later....

Anita was freaking she had canceled her date with Spencer and said she wasn't feeling good, he told her it was ok and they could go out when she felt better. Well that just happened to be for tomorrow night, and she still had the tattoo V stuck on her forehead.

Just as she felt her life was going to end the phone rang.

'Hello?' Anita said in a snotty tone.

'Hey, baby I have something for you can you come over?'

'Umm.. I dunno I'm kind of in the middle of a break down here.'

'Anita, come on I promise you it's worth it.'

'Fine. I guess. It's not like you give me much choice here.'

Anita was too tired and to strung out to fight with Brian.

'I'll be there in ten.'

'OK sweet pea, I'll be waiting.'

Anita then put on her shoes and walked out the door. As she got there a soft melody was floating in her ears.

Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister and Brother We understood, we'd never be, Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much The night is long and I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight

Anita could feel tears sting her eyes. What was Brian up to? She then walked through the front door and there was a path of fresh rose petals and candles. She slipped off her shoes and looked around. On the table next to the door was a note.

Go to the back...

As Anita got closer the song became louder and her heart started pounding more and more.

What can I do, to make it right Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice And I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends Don't want to be, Alone tonight

Anita then walked out to the back and there were candles everywhere. And then right in the middle of it with the ocean to the front and stars to the skies was a blanket. Anita cautiously walked to it and again was another note.

I will love you always Anita, You'll always be my sweet baby, I will give you a gift as you give one back to me Stay tonight in my arms I'll forever hold you As you be my baby my one and only.

Tears now fell from her eyes. Brian had done all this for her. She then closed her eyes as two arms came and wrapped around her waist and his sweet voice sang the song to her.

Oh I want to say this right And it has to be tonight Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life I don't want to say goodbye With you I wanna spend The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right Falling so hard so fast this time Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall, in love, with you?

Once the song was over Anita turned and looked into Brian's eyes.

'How...why....'

Brian grinned and nuzzled her nose.

'People do crazy things when they fall in love.'

Her mouth dropped open.

'You...you're in love with me!'

He kissed Anita softly and stroked her hair Brian smiled.

'Baby, I've always been in love with you and nothing will change that, we are forever tied together. And you need me now and I am here for you always. And I know I want this just as much,'

Anita cried again and then kissed Brian deeply. She couldn't believe all that was happening. She had never in her life felt this much love.

Brian then lowered her to the blanket and slowly started to remove her clothing. Brian then pulled back and gazed at her beautiful body.

'Baby, you�re amazing!'

Brian then kissed her again and tried to help her relax so it wouldn't be so scary. He removed his clothing and lay next to her pulling a blanket over them seeing her shivering. He rubbed the small of her back. He kissed the side of her neck waiting until she was ready for him. He didn't want to push her. He gazed deep into her eyes, and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. He moved over her and then slowly, he entered her. Anita let out a soft sigh. Tears feel her eyes from the pain but also the slight mix of pleasure.

'Are.. you ...ok?'

She nodded.

'Just go slow.'

Brian nodded and kissed her lips. He held her close as he continued to make a sweet gentle love to her. It was soft and beautiful. Anita felt as if they were the only two in the world. They were all that mattered. His kisses were like butterflies dancing along her lips. His breath was warm on her cheek. She never in her life felt love like this and didn't think she ever would.

Anita and Brian reached their peaks. Anita was over come with colors and sounds. She was taken to a wild world of ecstasy. Brian was about to roll of her until Anita stopped him.

'No! Not yet.. please, just stay with me.'

Brian looked her and felt himself fall more in love with her. He was sad thinking that in a day or two, she would be with Spencer, she wouldn't be his. But he had possessed her and it was worth more than anything in the world. He prayed someday she would be his forever.

The two finally retreated to Brian's bedroom were they became entangled in each other's bodies. She lay happily snuggled deep into his arms and whispered she loved him. With a soft smile, he smoothed her cheek and her eyes fluttered lightly and closed. Brain didn't sleep a wink that night. He could only watch Anita as she slept.

'Your always my baby.'

He then kissed her lips and pulled her closer to him reliving the moment when he held heaven in his arms.

Chapter Thirteen
Three years later...

Anita was now a senior in high school and Brian was a part of the band called the Backstreet Boys, which were very popular among her and her friends. While Anita still was in love with Brian she had always kept it a secret. The night she and Brian made love had forever been engraved on her heart and mind. She had had boyfriends through the years and Brian had had his share of girlfriends. But neither of them had found a keeper.

'Ok, remember you plane takes off at ten so you have to be at the airport two hours early!'

'Ok, I got it! Brian really, you have to stop worrying. I'm not a baby anymore.'

'You'll always be my baby live with it!'

Anita was going to spend her spring break with the guys. She had done it a few times before and was looking forward to it again this time.

'Right, see you tomorrow dork!'

'Yep, butthead!'

The next day Anita was on the plane and ready to see her guys as she called them. She remembered last year, during the time she had been involved with Thomas, but now that she was no longer in a relationship Anita was fired and ready to meet men. Twelve hours later Anita landed in New York and was fill with anticipation.

'Yo, NITA'S!'

One of the boys body guards yelled to her. Anita turned and looked at him her eyes instantly lighting up. His name was Robert and he was a very close friend. She then walked over to him and gave him a hug.

'So where are the guys?'

'In the studio like always...I swear give them anytime off and they still find a way to work.'

'Well, no one becomes successful sitting on their butts!'

Anita said with a giggle as she got into the rest car. First they stopped off at the 'Four Season' and Anita got organized and took a shower to remove post journey glow (Authors note: horses sweat, men perspire, women glow, so sue me, it's a cheerleading thing)

Anita walked into the studio just as Brian was going into the booth to sing. Nick noticed her and walked over to say hi.

'Hey chica!'

'Nickers!'

They gave each other a huge hug and when Anita pulled away a flicker in Nick�s eyes suddenly caught her. He seemed different to her. Her eyes narrowed thoughtfully.

'So when did you get in?'

'What.. Oh, bout ten minutes ago.'

Anita felt sorta foolish, here she was acting like a little baby who had never seen a guy before in her life. And come on this was Nick, Hell-o he has known her since she was 14. He even was there for her awkward braces and when she was freaking cuz she thought she was fat. They went through a lot together. Nothing to worry about.

'How was the flight?

'It was good.'

Nick chuckled and then the two of them went over to the couch in the room and started to catch up on old times. They both found that there was a lot more in common between each other then they ever knew. Brian then came out and saw them and quickly smiled and walked over to them.

'THERE'S MY BABY GIRL!' Anita turned and looked at Brian her eyes instantly lighting up.

'B-ROK!'

They gave each other a huge hug Brian lifted Anita off the ground and spun her around as she giggled.

'Brian, put me down...I can't breath!'

Anita laughed out in pure happiness.

'Yeah B, don't go scaring her away I think the rest of the fellas wanna see her to you know!'

Nick said playfully as he smiled at Anita.

'Scare my baby Anita away. Never! Couldn't happen even if I wanted it to!'

'Hey! Wanted it to!'

Anita then started to pout and Brain couldn't help but chuckle at her face. So grown up yet so full of innocence, he thought.

'Cutie! You know I'd never wish you to be away!'

Brian then put his arm over her shoulder and walked her over to the others. Nick the whole time couldn't help but feel memorized by Anita. Something had changed...something was different, he didn't quite know what yet. But one thing was for sure; he didn't want to let Anita out of his sight!

Chapter Fourteen
Two days later....

So far the boys and Anita had had a blast together. They took her everywhere and bought her anything and everything. She felt like a little princess with her knights and shining men to help her. But also during the two days Anita had gotten a lot closer to Nick, he was always asking her to do something with her and she didn't know why but whenever she was near him or thought of him butterflies would form in her tummy.

'Hey Anita.... I have something to ask you.'

Nick and she had been out playing basketball...or at least trying he wasn't making it very easy with him always grabbing her and not the ball. Not that she could honestly say she hated it.

'OK, shoot Nick!' Anita then went and grabbed her water and took a sip.

'I was wondering if you had any plans for tonight.

Nick couldn't believe how nervous he was. It was like being 12 all over again.

'Nope, nothing going on with this gal. Why?'

Anita took another long sip and then toweled herself off. Nick watched this and couldn't help but feel a little excited. Anita let the towel brush over her neck and then to her chest she was only wearing a sports bra and shorts which in all made her even sexier to look at. Nick licked his lips and then swallowed it getting hotter outside...man he was thirsty.

'Yo! Nickers! What's up?' Anita waved her hand in front of his face trying to get is attention.

'Oh, right, umm. Well I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me tonight?'

Nick could feel his face get red and his knees start to buckle. What was she doing to him?

Anita smiled as she heard his question he was so cute. Just like a little boy in school. How could anyone say no.

'I'd love to!'

Nick looked up and saw her smiling and couldn't help but engulf her into a huge hug. Anita laughed as he placed her down on the ground and then looking up into his eyes they were both frozen. Memorized by the others stare. And then almost like magnets their lips found the others. Nick let his tongue dance on her lips and then Anita opened her mouth eagerly as their tongues danced together. Then pulling apart breathless and still entangled in each other�s arms they walked back to the hotel hand in hand.

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