Unreturnable by. Darrell Ames 6/19/02

stress filled delusions of fantasy’s and illusions,
Crashing pains, echoes of things that I whish I had in my brain,
Burning memories of things that were, churning up lies to tell myself,
Indulge in one’s sorrow, fixed feelings that I can only borrow,
But the return date is due, and so comes to a steaming but brief halt,  
My time with you, then as quickly as it ended it restarts, the 
confusion Sets in, and the feelings that I dwell in, surround me, 
blinding me so  that I can’t see, the great void, once again my hope 
is destroyed, and negative Thoughts reemployed, stop messing with 
all that is me,I gave it to you, it Was free, my heart, my should, 
unreturnable, like a little gold necklace that Represents me, 
so just tell me, how you feel, I’m forever yours, for my
Heart…you did not steal