Lyrics
Choked
(
hey) I'm tired of this poetic lyrical bullshit and I'm (
tired)
of songs about my ruined relationships. Maybe I'll (
write)
another angry break up song, but now I (
realize)
they were never that good anyway.
Choke
these words mean nothing
choke
won't ever express my feelings again (x2)
(hey) I won't ever sing again and lie about how I (feel)
be it true. And Haven't you noticed that (all these songs)
are all about you? (figures) they are all about you
and Everything's about (you)
Choke
these words mean nothing
choke
won't ever express my feelings again
It's all about you (choke)
It's all about you (I hope you CHOKE!)
As Of Now
Chelsea, what went wrong?
the "illusion" that we grasped to is now gone.
With magic and our lonely beginnings,
really, could you stand the empty feelings?
You couldn't stand the obvious that everything became, strange.
With best intentions, it ended there and my feelings changed.
Its all gone (all gone)
the shattered dream dissapeared (its not there)
you hate me (why wont you)
Understand that I cared (understand that I cared)
Ever since that night, its been extremely fucked up and wrong.
those lies behind my back and my forlorn feelings had gone.
The tears of yours and my enmity is untold
those dream-shattered minds are unsheltered and cold.
You couldn't stand the obvious that everything became, strange.
With best intentions, it ended there and our feelings changed.
Its all gone (all gone)
after weeks of hate and despair (its not there)
why wont you (why wont you)
Understand that I cared (understand that I cared)
You couldn't stand the obvious that everything became, strange.
With best intentions, it ended there and your feelings changed.
Its all gone (all gone)
the shattered dream dissapeared (its not there)
its over and done (over and...)
You understand that I cared (understand that I cared)
ABOUT YOU
My Final Goodbye
You left it on the glass counter top
sit and watch it shatter; open the void
of lonely goodbyes and all these memories.
Each sliver draws life, and I would gladly
bleed myself dry to make you see how much you mean to me.
the silence and neverending stories...
through your stream of conciousness.
(chorus) You lied to me...
If only scars were enough
while bloodclots and ashes prove
would you forgive a fool?
I knew you would...(not)
these Metaphors and nadirs ring sweetly
as I scream to you, almighty
and from below your God has forsaken me.
Does he kiss you better than I did?
were All of my feelings a wronged experiment...
to say to you, my final goodbye, is it worth it?
(chorus)
I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY BECAUSE SEEING YOU MAKES ME SICK!
(chorus)
A Breath Through Broken Seams
Scream
the lights are burning out
I don't seem to be there and
Now
the air is choking me,
this darkness-all I see,
envelopes me.
Break
through all the scenes
take a breath through broken seams
rediscover the photographs of your life as if they were dreams.
Escape from (the empty lines)
things you said and once did (forgotten, not)
Bleeding from (the heart you crushed)
the only thing left for me (left me to die)
Dragged down deeper
into those sands of time
back to where only holy beings and devils
may cry
the abyss never ending
the constant sorrow never ceasing
but fiction and truth
are yet to decieving, now...
Those, lies that you told,
now
the letters unfold
into
the words that you had sold
complete
lies, deceit and of
cold (repeat)
Escape from (the empty lines)
things you said and once did (forgotten, not)
Bleeding from (the heart you crushed)
the only thing left for me (left me to die)
Escape from (the empty lines)
the only thing (left me to die)
Crawling Through My Mind
dear Jaime
as I write these letters scream
these letters include your inner self through
months of your omniescient views
now something lurks in the desperate shadows of my mind
Kudos to you my friend, having lived such a lie
and how you saw me on the inside.
But that was not what I was after;
You incorporated this disaster.
now something lurks in the desperate shadows of my mind
my fear envelopes me and all thats left is the scent you left behind
(you think you'll be forgiven, you're taking this a bit too far)
FORGIVED BUT NOT FORGOTTEN