They laid in their
Own enclave
Surrounded by a
Barrier of flesh
Composed of their
Fetal position

They had laid like
This for hundreds
Of nights before
Maybe thousands

They sheltered
Themselves from
Care and concern
From connecting
From bonding
Sensually aloof
Sensually alone
Separated by mere
Inches from their
Best Friend

There was a slight
Tremor at the touch
Sufficient to confirm
Non death� or was
The tremor actually
Confirming the
Death before death
Of their
Aliveness
Their passion
Our relationship
How
Had this happened

From Resentment
(Of what magnitude)
Was it from Anger
(At whom � me or them)
From Revulsion
(At my outsides)
From old Habits
(Left unchallenged)

When
Had this happened

When was the Rubicon
Crossed to non-passion
Was there an event
A date
And once crossed
Can it be re-crossed
Or does the traffic of
Desire only run one way

Why
Did this happen

Does a capture of an Other induce sloth among
The once Independents
Could something as
Simple as familiarity
Be a culprit
Could our styles of
Lust be so different...
But wouldn't we have Known this before
Or is silence and
Omission the way of
Duel predators

And perhaps more
Importantly then the
How or When or Why
Is
What�s to Happen

This is my Best Friend
Laying in the enclave
Still
is my Best Friend
Albeit desire-less

Yes we have ties
Other than sensuality
Other cherished
Possessions like
Children
Houses
Things
Vacations
Other habits

But life is too short
To live devoid of
Passion and desire

Why would one want
To do that�
Why do people do that
For hundreds and
Thousands of nights

Perhaps each has their
Own answer
or
Perhaps these are the
Wrong questions
Enclaves
Of a Sensuality Sort
� 2003 MRS
If this is the way of Many long term
Pairs
...
Must the journey
End in tears
...
Or the death
Before death
And the silences

Surely there must
Be alternatives
If we only knew how
To
see...
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