Life was Full
Experiences Rich
Love Plentiful
Sensations Abounded
Secretions Boiled
    I loved the shapes
    In my mattress
    New
exciting
    Yet unlearned
    Not familiar
    Still challenging
    Carefree


God this is fun
Ain't life Grand


A boat ride� dinner later
And after if all goes well
We'll dine on each other

It's so exciting when they're
New... different smells� shapes
Touches� gazes� feelings

New and more gives me
Achievement� and
Achievement makes others
Give me praise

Different gives me excitement
No same `ole-same `ole for me
I love the foreign smiles�
Kissing� breathing� new fluids

I hate
familiarity� the bane of
Desire and lust and '
Aliveness'
I've seen it so often before
Bright glowing coals of New
Being bedded under the
Weight of a 100 nights

But is this rotating dance
Becoming an obsession
An addictive infusion needed
For my self-esteem�
Sometimes I wonder in the
Dark� as the impressions
In my mattress change shape

Now more often the impressions
In my mattress have afterwards
Only vague faces
And of those I remember
They somehow seem different
Than the earlier ones

And sometimes I wonder if it
Would be nice to share not just
The smiles� lips� anticipations
Suspense� banalities� but
Maybe also share a soul

Perhaps there really is a place
In one's world for familiarity�
I just don't know where it is
Maybe I wish I did

Maybe I'll think about the subject
Some more... perhaps tomorrow
Or tomorrow� or tomorrow

But now I have to get dressed
I'll be late
We're going for a boat ride
Dinner later
And after� if all goes well
We'll dine on each other

 
God this is fun
  Ain't life Grand
Dull Impressions
In My Mattress


Maybe Dull Holes in Hearts
Are there really any long term
Practitioners of Promiscuity ?
Cick to Home
.
   Excerpted with permisson from:

 
The Little Red Book of Drivel
          Soul Rot and Other Forms of
          Insane Relationships In the
          3rd Millennium

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