Polar Dreams

Deep within mind, heart, and soul lies the imaginative dreams of Polarfox. Most of the figures in the dreams are real people that Polarfox knows. Dreams are never meant to be taken by their literal interpretations. They are safekept here to preserve the vividness of their stories.

All Around The World ~ January 1, 2005

First of all, Happy New Year! My dreams were all over the place today. I got about 12 hours of sleep. Not good. I dunno, I just didn't feel like getting up I guess.

Anyways, my first dream sequence took place in Korea. I can't say if it was truly Korea since I've never been there, but that's where my mind told me I was. It was kinda cloudy - looked typhoonish, but quite mild actually. I was there with my friend Gookie. I don't remember why I was in Korea with her, but we were walking around looking for something or somewhere. Finally, she told me to wait while she looked for it herself. So there I was stuck somewhere in Korea. Of course I don't speak Korean so I'm walking around blind pretty much. It was an area that almost looked like China Town or one of the commercial areas in GTA. There were students walking around in uniform. I finally went up to some and asked if they spoke English. They kinda brushed me off and acted confused, but then randomly, as if it would work, I asked them in Vietnamese if they knew Vietnamese. There was some sort of reaction, but they started walking off and sitting in front of some bubble tea place. I looked up at the school they were from and believe or not the title was in Vietnamese - not Korean characters. So I run over to these Koreans that go to some Vietnamese school and finally start talking with them in Vietnamese. I can say any direction went into this dream. Soon after they took me partying or something and challenged me to a drinking game. Keep in mind that I've never taken part of drinking games in real life. In the dream however, I was challenged to drink 2-3 of those ice drinks as fast as I could. I don't like the idea drinking. Honestly I don't. My stupid dream person was dumb enough to take the challenge and basically chuged the first bottle. The drunken effects were immediate and I remember stumbling around wondering how I was going to finish the other bottles. Fortunately my friends Thao and Alan came and rescued me. Ironically.

Another dream stage I was on ND campus now - although skewed in the way that dorms and buildings were still in places that other dorm and buildings are. So the campus techincally looks the same, just none of the dorms or buildings matched up. It was during break. For some reason there was a mid-semester Frosh-O or something. I was with Pat, Kevin, and Alan. We were just roaming around the hallways. We ran into Wayne - I'm guessing he found a way into our dorm. My dorm didn't look like my dorm though. There was a lot of renovation going on. I was saying how I wouldn't be able to get into my room cause I didnt have the key, but somehow Kevin and Alan got in and we hung out there for awhile. Then we went to a weird books store. My LV friends were there though - at least Molly was. I was contemplating on buying The Chronicals of Narnia, but it was like 3x3 in size. The last thing I remember in the sequence was traveling down DeBartolo Quad via firefighter hose - turning the water on and watching me fly. Lol. Weird dreams.

GTA - Henderson ~ December 10, 2004

Bliss??? ~ October 26, 2004

School Again ~ October 23, 2004

Breakdown ~ October 21, 2004

Mmm... Donuts... ~ September 25, 2004

Church School, Kevin has Kids??? ~ August 4, 2004

The dream starts in my front yard. I don't remember what it was we were preparing for - a wedding or some holiday event. My dad took down boxes from the garage overhand and dumped them in the grass. It was a bunch of figurines - half my size. I think they reseambled the wise men (Magi). I stood them up around our front porch. My little sister and I were in some kind of church school where we were learning a bunch of stuff. It was a bit intriguing since I wasn't sure what we were learning. Our homeworks were these projects that seemed to be like puzzles. Last week's HW was this puzzle concerning cards. We made something with a few cards and then we took a full deck of cards and glued them together and made something else. It was funny because my sister seemed to know what she was doing at all times, but I kept getting lost. Most of the time it was because I failed to follow the directions or missed the second part. The assignment we were working on was making stuffed animals using felt and other materials. Again my sister knew what she was doing, but I was lost. We were making them in our kitchen. I didn't know where to start. I had pieces of material and I was supposed to turn it into a frog. My sister informed me that we had stencils to cut from. Oh! Duh!

The house was in a rush the whole scene. My parents were rushing to get out of the house to make it to this church event I guess. I think it was a wedding - I just had no idea whose. People were driving in and out of our driveway as if they were just dropping something or picking something up. Then there was message that someone was having a baby. Information was flying back and forth the whole dream and I was busy trying to make felt puppets before it was time to go to church! The rumor I caught was that Kevin's sister "Katherine" was having a baby. I guess in the dream Kevin's family had become my family's family friends (which is different since my folks rarely have family friends that aren't already family or church people). Anyways I couldn't get confirmation on everything since I was busy with my project that my sister was doing better than me at. My dad left for the church early because there was some emergency and my mom said she was driving. She then told me to look for macaroni salad in the fridge because Kevin just had three babies up in Reno! Whoa! Kevin's a dad??? My mom has a tendency for messing up her speech. I remember trying to correct her and was like, "You mean Kevin's 'sister' right?" But there was still too much rush and excitement that I never got a clear confirmation. She just kept saying, "Kevin had triplets up in Reno," and emphasized in giving the couple a gift. I have no idea who the wife was. I don't even remember finishing up my projects. Well congrats in being a new dad Kevin! I think...

Prom Mall Shopping ~ August 3, 2004

Deco Locals ~ July 28, 2004

Classic Friends (and Girls) Revisited ~ July 26, 2004

I think the key to this dream was visiting friends. The dream seemed to center on a ball game which my section mates from 3A and I were playing. Ken was our team captain and for every round we lost, he had to choose a player to take out of the game. We played a game where I stayed in quite awhile, but in the second game I was taken out first. The atmosphere was one of a techno rage with red grid decor and slick black panels. The design was quite amazing and the dodgeball (or whatever game we were playing) After I got knocked out of the game I went to the bar (cept I didn't drink anything - there was just a stool there to sit on. That's where I talked with my friends Spoon (who I haven't seen in a long time) and DigiRat. Spoon is a long time friend of mine since elementary school and DigiRat of course is a close friend of mine whom I've always had a lot in common (except yaoi - yet I've grown immune to it from her). The conversations were nonsensical I presume, but it symbolized a classic friendship. The other friend I remember recognizing was Elie (not the character from Rave Master, but a friend I meet in high school. I haven't seen her in forever. In the dream she was wearing a sky blue swim suit - possibly the same one she wore at D's swim parties summers ago. What can I say, she looked hot (both in and out of my dream). Anyways, in the dream I couldn't help but stare and DigiRat started to tease me. To end the dream I ended up in my dorm room (still techno rave themed I guess) and I had awoken from my loft (I was by myself of course) and I noticed a stain glass decor in front of my window. It was a plain wooden square frame with rectangular pieces of stained glass arranged randomly. I want to say there was an image of a bird too - maybe a hummingbird. It was quite the interesting dream none-the-less.

Interpretations ~
~Playing a game with college buddies - friendly competition, placement, but maybe it was just because I was playing Neopet games all night.
~Techno Rave theming with Red Grid - this may have represented a type of environment that I'm not used to, but one I may enjoy. In my psyche it may very well express a world where I am a lot more carefree and open.
~Spoon - he's always been a carefree type friend and I haven't seen him in awhile. Maybe it's a sign that it's time to reunite soon.
~DigiRat - she's a friend where I'm usually carefree around. Anytime you see us together we're really silly.
~Elie in a swimsuit - now you can imagine this threw me off guard, but when comparing it to the dream I'm guessing it's my male instincts displayed out in this open environment. I tended to be quite reserved with instinct just because it was my personality was conservative and only my closest friends have seen me react instinctually. Thus would explain this occurance in my open world. Elie herself appearing may also be a sign I should reunite with her soon. I'm sure the swimsuit was just a tease my mind was throwing at me and has no relevance to Elie at all.
~Male instinct - my friend Shad has noticed that I spent this summer quite clear away from the subject of girls. She's seen me over the past years always somehow talking about my crushes or just girls in general, but I really took a huge break from all that in these past summer months. I assume it is a reserved side of me that is holding me back from getting stuck into those crazy crushes, but at the same time it's interesting how my open environment mind had re-introduced the idea of me getting back into the game and looking for a real girl again. Most of my encounters with girls have only lead to healthy relationships like with Shadari and DigiRat. I guess that's just my current interpretation of it all.
~The stain-glass window decor with hummingbird - it's almost as if it represented a enclosed freedom. When you looked through stain-glass windows, its lets you see in many colors (or perspectives). Red or blue, clear or blurry - each sees the hummingbird (freedom) in different ways. I believe the fact that I had a stain-glass window (as opposed to a window of one texture or color) symbolized my ability to see those perspectives. It's quite a refreshing revelation.

Kittens and Back to the Dorm Life... or Warzone? ~ July 24, 2004

College Days ~ July 23, 2004

Shopping and Packing ~ July 22, 2004

Road Trip Tour ~ July 20, 2004

Infiltration ~ July 16, 2004

This was another neat video game dream. It's a bit fuzzy now since it seemed to be a very long dream sequence. I remember there being boats and water. I was on some sort of barge fighting people. Next thing I know we're being shot at. A pirate ship revealed itself beneath the fog. I found the sequence a mix of Metal Gear Solid and Eva. Funny, since I only played a little bit of MGS yesterday. We landed on some beach and it was blockaded by huge walls, barbed wire, pits - just imagine a D-Day beach 'cept with really huge blocades. Of course my infiltration team and I just jumped over them. An interesting note: one person who I haven't talked to for months now has kept showing up in my dreams this whole week. I don't know whether I should be annoyed, or face it as some kind of message. Anywho, we found this base and infiltrated. I was wearing some kind of special equipment that made it so people couldn't see me - which was a good thing too since I was a horrbile spy. I think some of this part was Splinter Cell influenced. It was some kind of medical facility and I really don't remember what I was supposed to do there, but I was dodging cameras and all sorts of stuff.

My dream then went back to a real world sequence with my sisters and I shopping. There was something wrong with my contacts. My left eye was blurry. I went to Wal-Mart where I was looking for X-Men comics. They had the graphic novels which had an entire storyline in each, but they also had X-Men manga. They say you can't read in your dreams, but I swore I thought I was. At least I remember reading "Marvel" on the covers. After that I ended up in an old facility that housed arcades, pizza parlors, and entertainment venues. I remember being able to see the little arcade evolve. There were interesting games like this one that seemed to involve betting on prehistoric birds and another one where a frog or a turtle was stuck and if you got them out they gave you some sort of key or microphone. I remember the food places were renovating. I think that was it.

Tropical Life? ~ July 15, 2004

Asian Video Game ~ July 11, 2004

New Kid ~ July 10, 2004

Traveling ~ July 9, 2004

Dorm Hotel Amustment Park ~ July 1, 2004

I know, I'm pretty sure you are all tired of hearing my dreams about dorms and amusement parks. For my first vivid sequence, I was with my extended family walking around some shopping area (possibly something Downtown Disney like). There was a new kid - a little boy. Someone had just adopted or had a son. I remember carrying him and saying he was my new baby brother, but I knew it was actually my cousin since it belonged to one of my aunts. We were all staying at a nice hotel. There were some interlude scenes that refered to the hotel as a dormatory and all the guys were there instead of my family. Another interlude had me buying food from a fast food place and they had release some sort of gift bag meal. It eneded up being a bunch of Jumbo shrimp. While I waited in line, Cass sneaked up behind me and kept me company until our orders were done.

At the amusmentpark, my cousins and I were riding rides and stuff. The one weirdest scene was some elevated ride like the Rocket Rods. It was a spinning ride and I was looking up at the ride noticing that the vehicles were starting to malfuction off it's track. Moments later, two ride vehicles when flying off the elevated track and crashed onto the ground. The vehicles were like huge innertube rafts like the ones on Grizzly Peak. No one was hurt. It's weird how I keep dreaming of these bizzare rides that crash and stuff.

The next day we were at the amusement park again. They had some celebration for Mickey Mouse and there were characters everywhere - all the princesses and princes. It was a lot of human characters as opposed to animated ones. I was walking through and running into a lot of the human characters. The characters were all out to compensate for the lack of rides since things had been breaking down. There were weird quests. There was some weird anaconda that had once been alive. Some little boy had found it and won a prize. I remember my sister was mad because she defended she saw it first, she just couldn't kill it fast enough.

All of a sudden I was some sort of cast member. I was at the back of the park now where the parade route would ultimately stop and have it's party. There was a really weird shack house and I was supossed to look for something for the party. (The shack house may have been allusion to Abarat I've been reading with the shaky lighthouse tower). I had some sidekicks who I didn't know if they were my friends or cousins. I eventually got back to the ground outside and the first float ramed in and drove around. It was the one Mickey was in. I was surprised it didn't run over anyone. Mickey got out and we all started celebrating. He grabbed me and my other coworkers and people started taking pictures of us. That's when I realized we were characters of some sort too - maybe Donald or Goofy. It was pretty cheerful and colorful. I guess it made up for the crappy rides breaking down.

Theme Park Again? ~ June 29, 2004

Orchestra Concert Nightmare ~ June 28, 2004

Alright - scary dream! Scary dream! Well, not really. It was more of a dream I never thought I'd ever go through. Fortunately it was only a dream.

It all started with me driving the old van for some odd reason. I was driving like my dad was on the 18 wheeler game he was playing all night yesterday. It was bad. I had to pick up my sister from the elementary school oddly. I couldn't handle driving the big thing (even though in real life I've driven it before). I ended up pulling over and my sister and I rode home on bikes. At the house we were having a home makeover. It looked really retro and reminded me of my grandparents house.

I had a concert to go to. It was with my old HS orchestra and was located at some sort of huge old theater. It was very interesting since the whole time it was like I was imporvising since I had no idea what was happening. I noticed people were getting out their instruments and tuning and realized I wasn't in my tux. Luckily the tux was there so I ran to the dressing room. Neuman asked me what was wrong and I said something like my car brokedown or something. I just remember being in panic the whole time. The dressing room had two attendance working and a recognizable figure Judah from ND was practicing some voice or woodwind solo while naked on a toilet. It wasn't a plesant sight, so I hurried and changed. Neuman was yelling at me pressed on time. I made it to the stange and sat down but I realized I didn't have my violin! The stage itself was confusing. it seemed to be some sort of rotating stage since I remember walking by the Intermediate orchestra set up facing completely the other way. I missed the first piece going back to grab my violin and music. I couldn't find the music anywhere. When I returned to the stage I realized I had forgotten my bow too! It was so chaotic - for me anyways. Matt and Cass were standpartners and they both scrambled for music and handed me some and Michelle threw me some rosin, but I needed a bow! For some reason all our stuff was in the audience - our cases, violins, bows - everything. I missed a second piece which we played with the band. I remember Ms. K saying bad things about me, but I looked very worried the whole time and semi crying to get the effect that I was truely concerned by my mistakes. I could tell Neuman was pissed but he wasn't mad directly at me because he knew I had never done something like this before. The audeience seats were like church benches - the old fold away ones. There were violins and bows everywhere that I couldn't find mine! It was hectic. Finally I felt I had my act together with my violin and bow, but I forgot my shoulder rest! I ran back into the audience and picked up my shoulder rest and headed on stage to catch the end of the last piece which was some sort of complation of instruments. We were on some sort of balcony set with two or three levels. The musicians that could stand were all standing up. Neuman was even playing a violin. I hopped on a tier and realized I was recieving so many dirty looks from people. I believe it was one of those, "oh look, it's mister high and mighty - look at him screw up our concert." I add libbed with them to finish of the hugh piece. It looked like a bunch of improve in the first place and I was quite skilled enough to keep up and sound great even though I had no idea what we were actually playing. After we finished, Cass was happy and complimented me on my sound and how they needed me there. Others like Victor also gave me the thumbs up. Overall it was a hugely embarassing experience, but fortunately, like I said, It was only a dream.

A Stormy Trip ~ June 27, 2004

Ah, my vivid dreams never cease to end. There were two basic portions that I remember in my dream state. The first I was in an office building with the girl I actually wrote about in my dream section in the first entry back in May. I think we were competing with a bunch of other asian co-workers at the building we worked at. There was some dialog that really wasn't anything unordinary. The most recognizable thing about the dream was that the elevator we had to take to work (normal sized) had the same feeling as the Tower of Terror ride. We were floating here and there in the elevator before reaching our floor. That was pretty much it on that part.

There was a small very interesting dream that I had in between the two major sections but it's quite vague and wierd so I'm leaving it out.

The second part seemed to be yet another interesting vacation with my whole family - extended included. The first thing I remember is visiting some kind of building in New York. It ended up being a huge FAO Swartz building that was all decorated in what seemed to be Dr. Seuss colors. Apparently some movie company was promoting their movie after it had already been out for awhile. I'm not sure if it was Disney or Dreamworks or something like that, but it did seem to be an animated movie about elephants or mammoths. It was some ice age type thing. I was by myself at the time and I went to explore the exhibit. Walking in I realized I had to pay $5 to get in. I had the wallet that Gookie gave me for my birthday and I remember being quite broke after paying the $5 (my last five I think). There were some cool stairs that lead up to the multiple floors. I think there was this neat excavation portion where archiologists were working. For some reason I remember this dark treasure hunter figure you'd imagine from one of those magic Egyptian movies. I had to head back to the airport to meet my family and fly out so I left the place and it was like a huge desert with sand and cliffs and rocks and I think the hunter guy was running after me or I was the hunter guy. I wasn't afraid or anything cause I didn't know. At the airport there were weird arrangements and panic and the huge extended family ended up having to split up their flights to get home. The kids all ended up on one flight and the parents on another. I don't think that would ever really happen, but most of the kids (including me) are quite old enough to be responsible. I told my parents about my financial situation and they said not to worry since I had credit cards. Woo hoo I guess? While flying (in a vehicle that looked more like the Tower of Terror than an airplane) there was some sort of huge storm and for some reason my little sister had called me from her cellphone and all the kids were like talking to each other via conference but we were making a landing so my signal cut off. On the ground somewho my older sister knew a celebrity which I think was Joan Rivers and she was taking us home in her limo. My sister had a natural ability to talk to dignitaries and demanded we were taken out of the crowded airport. Somehow a bunch of celebs like Shakira and Gigi (I think that's her name) were stopping Joan to get a ride or interview? I don't know, but my older sister was adamant and had awesome social skills or something and was arguing with the driver and Joan, but Joan was definitely listening to my sister. Anyways, I woke up.

Dorm Locker Room Blues ~ June 26, 2004

Another one of those dorm dreams. The dorms still looked like classrooms 'cept that the atmosphere was much brighter this time. Again college friends mixed with high school friends. Cov from ND and Josh from GV were like dorm room coordinators and I was again moving in to my dorm room. My roommate who didn't appear in my dream was again a mix between Polar Bear and my GV friend Mike E. My mom was with me and somehow I lost my room. I visited my empty room before and then I had taken my mom to look around. When I came back my dad had loaded all my stuff in my room. We roamed around forever looking for my room - opening every door. Some girls were around us too also looking for dorm rooms. I finally found it realizing that it looked different because my dad had stuff everything in it. The Mickey Mouse bookshelf that I remember from my childhood was right in front of the door. I spent a whole dream sequence organizing the room. Some of Mike's stuff was already in there so I had to adjust accordingly. The room was much smaller than previous dream dorm rooms. It took me awhile, but I finally found a decent setup for everything.

Afterwards I went to use the rest room and take a shower. The communal bathrooms in the dream was like a huge locker room. A lot of the Keough guys were around and welcoming each other back. I went to take a leak in a stall but for some reason I choose a stall door that wouldn't shut - which we actually have one or two in our Keough section bathroom. I wasn't overconcered since it was just the guys. I heard Scott outside the stalls welcoming everyone back. He stopped and said hi before moving into the stall next to me where Zach was and a bunch of guys started heckling him while he was trying to do his thing. Yeah - odd dreams huh? I went to take a shower but for some reason the shower stalls were very weird. I looked around for one that I though I could use and ended up picking this weird contraption that you stood on and water came out where you head was and where your feet was and it spun you around. Supposedly the thing was like an automatic shower machine or a basic gym rinser. Either way I finished and returned to my dorm room where I fell asleep on my comphy been and ironically woke up.

A Bunch of Vivid Dreams ~ June 25, 2004

Alright, I had like mucho dreams last night that I can't even keep track of. I woke up at 1 in the afternoon... Gah me and my horrible summer schedule. Anyways, here's what I can remember.

My first recognizable dream was returning to college dorms. As with all my dreams of college, none of the buildings are recognizable. the dorm rooms seemed more like classrooms. The people i know from college melded with people I know from high school. This often happens for some odd reason. I remember I was still rooming with Pibbs though and we were sorting everything out. There were some really odd things about the dorms like I kept imagining that the doors were nothing but huge veil like curtains. The guys were really scattered and Pibbs had some girls with him (one of them I think was Lisa from Welsh Fam, but I'm not sure) and we ended up running through all of the hallways and saying hi to people welcoming them back. I remember an odd controversy concerning Pibbs where he wasn't happy with the location of the room or something odd like that, but my dream shifted before I found out if he actually moved or not.

The dream shifted back to an AU (alternate universe) reality of my house. I remember you could see this amazing surreal landscaped neighborhood from my parent's bedroom window. Our backyard was the center of attention for some reason. i went inside into my family room and I was looking for specific shoes. There was some kind of business meeting in the back yard. I remember seeing shoes everywhere at my front door. I found my shoes and my dream shifted.

I ended up at some sort of hotel and casino. I believe it's a part of the same wave of casinos I always dream of - fictional casinos that my mind just randomly creates yet I've seen the same environments over and over and over again. My older sister dropped me off to go watch some concert - I want to say it was a band like Staind or Sugar Ray. I only remember one guy being the star of it. I was dancing a bit in the empty room where the concert was being held. There was a costume rack in the middle of the room. That's when I realized everyone was wearing a costume. There were french maids and a lot of people in Cats costumes. I wasn't about to join them. There was nobody I knew at the concert. I left the theater thinking I could catch up to my sister and go home I guess. I had some weird radar thing that looked like one of Kaolla Su's inventions. I decided not to follow her but thought about calling Shibby - I guess to see if she could catch the concert and see it with me. I chickened out assuming that there would be no way she could get to the casino in time anyways. I ended up roaming into an arcade with a familiar layout that I've only seen in my dreams. After looking around for awhile, a section of the arcade was closing. I checked an information sign that indicated that that section of the arcade closes at 9:48 or 9:49. I wasn't sure which I saw. I remember getting some tokens. I had the new wallet that Gookie gave me for my birthday. I got two dollars worth, but I don't even remember playing because my dream shifted again.

I remember going past an open stage that had just released its audience. Huge red curtains went up behind some sort of information desk and there was an open indoor theater. I remember in the dream recognizing that the show was Mamma Mia. I ended up in some restaurant with a lot of golden color. There were some slot machines in the middle of the place. I don't remember eating anything at all. All of a sudden things got really rowdy. There was a lot of action coming from another section of the restaurant. Some people had gotten into some sort of fight. The next thing I remember was that there was a guy with a gun and he started shooting at people. I remember ducking when he started to walk towards my section thinking he wouldn't see me, but somehow he saw me perfectly and aimed at me. Usually I end up dying like this or something, but even though he shot, I was able to dodge I guess and I aimed strait towards him and ended up taking him down and into the slot machines. Some hotel manager arrived very shortly and said everything was alright. I'm not sure if it was the same as the guy that was shooting people, but all of a sudden I saw Arnold Swartzenegger. Looking back at the dream he might have been the guy that the armed guy got into a fight with. The manager or agent or someone realized that this was bad publicity for Arnold and that he couldn't exit the front. She recruited me and some other guy to escort him towards the back exit where the shops were located. We walked through the casino and I remember yelling at him saying stuff like, "what's the matter with you! What were you thinking?" He said he didn't know or something and was apologizing. This is where I realized we were in some kind of movie because I noticed that it really wasn't Arnold, it was Val Kilmer playing Arnold. Anyways, we passed the shops and outside asked for "Arnold's" car. We then hightailed it out of there and the scene changed into the LA highways and all of a sudden we were doing one of those cool chase scenes except we weren't being chased by police. We were being chased by paparatzi or something. On the news they acknowledged me and the other guy as awesome escape agents or something like that. I remember driving like crazy but being perfect at it. That pretty much wraps up that dream.

It doesn't help that for some odd reason Samurai Warriors was playing in my head throughout the whole thing. I remember being able to change the outfits of my custom characters. Hehe. Lots of dreaming.

Cheesy Indiana Jones Adventure on Yet Another Vacation Trip ~ June 24, 2004

Lost in a Video Game World and Another Orchestra Vacation ~ June 21, 2004

Ok, this one's a good one. I'm somehow locked in a video game - seemingly there is no way out of the dream until I can complete the level of the game. As luck would have it, I purchased Samurai Warriors yesterday and had been playing it all night. Which meant that the stupid game world that I was stuck in had to be one of those stupid infiltration levels... It was pretty neat "living" a video game. I think I had help clearing the level. My lil sister or my cousin Jim were most likely the other players in the game helping me. Anywho, once I finished the stupid level I finally woke up - In my sister's room! It's not that much of a shock. I had collapsed on my sister's bed after playing a lot of video games. She was online and it was still early evening, so I figured I was just going to lay down a bit. Apparently I didn't wake up until 3 in the morning. I got up and changed into my pjs. My sister spent the night in my room - a habit she often has even when I'm not stealing her room. Oh well, we switched rooms for a night because I was lost in a video game world.

There was an interlude of dreaming right before I woke up I think. It was a scene where two figures resembling my dad and my older sister's friend Robert were going to take me to Cinderella at the Kaliedo Stage (man I gotta lay back on the anime). There was nothing exciting about the scene except that there was an otter in my hallway. It wasn't a complete otter, it was more like an otter/dog and I was watching it. I remember petting it and noticing its fur was indeed a mixture of a dog's and the moist feeling you'd expect from an otter. What a pretty trippy creature.

My dreams continued when I went back to sleep. Again I had another Orchestra Trip dream. It's always a dream of old aquaintences. We were at some university that had the recreation of a country club. There was golf, billiards, and all kinds of activities that could entertain an entire music department. We toured the different college halls as well as the recreation which had early closing times. I remember being back from the trip and seeing an expanded version of the upstairs of my HS. I was trying to find my locker, but somehow I plum forgot where it was. I remember the two main teachers in my dream were Neuman and Ms. K. I remember walking into Ms. Ks office and asking about color guard for my sister. One of the assignments I had was to draw a picture. I had drawn a bunny much like the one in the storybook from Chobits. Another assignment was to write a short essay I think. The main classmates were Cass, Gookie, and Ashley who for some reason always appears in my dreams concerning orchestra. Well, that's about it.

Invasion ~ June 14, 2004

The Wedding ~ June

Old School Trip ~ May 28, 2004

The memorable dream of the night was a huge field trip to some competition. It was with my old GV Orch buddies, but for some reason I didn't have to play my violin - I think I was just a chaperone. The school the competition was at had a huge lake or ocean beside it. It was almost like a waterpark. I don't remember how, but I ended up in an intertube with a girl from the other HS and we were catching some waves and making some of my girl friends jealous. The innertube wiped out though and I made my way back to my HS friends.

There was like this huge alcove in a mountain that served as our hangout place where we were eating and stuff. I remember I wanted to get a drink and I headed over to the food booth area or what not but I was like a huge American Gladiator obstacle course and took me several minutes just to grab a bottle of water.

I remember that I got lost when it was time for my HS to perform. Interesting enough, this was the second dream this week that had Ashley and Gookie in it. In the last one we were hunting in a forest with laser rifles - a dream instigated by playing too much SWG I'm sure. This time we were the organizers of this trip I think. I don't know where this fits in the dream, but there was an interlude where Gookie and I meet. We got out of our cars and I guess were seeing each other for the first time in awhile, but she was taller than me. I think that was the scariest part of the dream.

A separate part of the trip was in this jungle like arena. It reminded me of Battlefield: Vietnam (Although I haven't played that game in a week). I remember my dad was in the dream also climbing the bridges and stuff. It wasn't a war and there were no killing, but it was some sort of game - I can't remember if it was a water game or paintball or something like that. I knew my orch mates were already out playing, but for some odd reason I was looking for our base so I could put in my contacts. It was funny because I could see pretty clearly the whole time, but the instant my brain thought about my contacts, things started to blur a bit.

Oddly, I ended up in some sort of tree house where there was a Chinese historical figure. It was a mother with her children. There was a sign on the treehouse that said her name and her husband's name: Sun Tzu. I have no idea how Chinese stuff got into my dream. I haven't played Dynasty Warriors in ages and I haven't picked up my Chinese poetry book since I left ND. Oh well, this seems like an uninterpretable dream.

The Search for Kevin ~ May 24, 2004

Alright, so this dream has many fragments to it and they don't all connect but the overall theme to the story seemed to be the search for Kevin. The first environment I remember is campus. There was some huge gathering or sleepover type event at CoMo, except that CoMo looked like my grandparents house. At my grandparents hallway, there was some strange game with food like cereal boxes and fruit. They were all different colors and there were TV screens giving you instructions. I remember seeing Pat and Alan at the event because I remember seeing both of their uniqu facial expressions - the polarbear grin and the "engue?" looks respectively. I packed up my back pack and presumably went dorm hopping - looking for home. I would stop by different rooms - each seeming to represent something, but I can't remember what. I do remember passing by girls rooms while dorm hopping - likely breaking parietals. Somehow I was going through their windows. I don't remember if I recognized any of the girls. They just invited me in.

I eventually made it home - which kinda jumped to being in LV. Somehow I got a letter or some sort of communication that said that Kevin was in town. I booked it to the strip to look for him. My version of LV is very cut. The hotels are usually just slightly different and none of them are actually in any of the correct locations. The city is actually very unique since there are many buildings that don't even exist. Traveling around the area is easy. There was some sort of pedestrian path. A security officer checked my ID and let me through to the hotels. My whole reunion with people from MS and HS repeated again. While looking for Kevin I ran into a bunch of people I recognized. Many of the GV band people were hanging out partying or going to a show or something. I saw a guy CD that I haven't been friend with since MS, but oddly the dream portrayed him gay and with a partner. Very odd. I was passing by a series of rooms with curtains as backdrops. In the next room I saw John Ikky, another kid I haven't talked to in a long time. He was very tipsy. In the corner of the room though was someone sitting behind the curtain and talking on a cell phone. I revealed it to be Kevin.

He was talking to his mom and brother. He was upset that they didn't let him bring his sailboat or something like that. We ended up going to his hotel room which was furnished almost exactly how his dorm room looked last year. We eneded up just talking about our random things that we usually talk about last year in his room. It was one of the chill talk moments.

Interpretations ~

Dorm Peer Pressure - No pants? ~ May 22, 2004

Ok, this dream is really weird, but I promise it's cool. It takes place at the weird dark and dreary college that I dreamt of a few days ago with the weird college students vs. celebrities showdown, but there were not celebrities chasing me with knives this time. It was still dark and rainy though. Everyone was in this huge open hall that seemed to serve as a library or study space. I don't remember what I was studying, but I remember having the will to be there for quite awhile. I soon went back to my dorm to relax. It seemed like the dorm was having some really odd party. I recognized a lot of ND guys - especially from Keough. Apparently we had some kinda basement with a pool and there was a huge party. I went to the basement and there was a bunch of guys watching swim tournaments or something with no pants. They weren't completely naked - thank God - but they were wearing white loin clothes or togas or something. It was enough where they were pretty much mooning each other. I wanted to watch the swim tournament, but one of the Keough guys didn't let me in because I was wearing pants. "No pants!" he said and then proceeded to slash me with water. Somehow I ended up going upstairs to change into t-shirt and shorts. There were guys sliding around in the hallways because the floors were full of soap. I ended up back in the basement where the guys were having a feast. They were all mad at me because I had been down there before with pants. It seemed like they were going to start a food war against me by myself, but I turned around and saw my loyal friend Pat by my side who gave me a reassuring, "I'm with ya" kinda look. We began the fight and oddly enough I was barely hit with anything. Most of the food (trays included) were thrown at Rick. Poor Rick. Anywho, I got out of there to go clean up and somehow I entered the wrong dorm and I was in McGlinn - I think. It could have been Welsh, but from the weirdness of it I want to say it was McGlinn. I was scared beyond belief because it was after parietals, so I was trying to find a way out. I somehow ended up in their basement which strangely looked like a dungeon or some weird processing plant. There was some cult of girls performing weird rituals which involved guys and balloons. They made the guys rub balloons on their heads. Ok, that sounded a little wrong, but in the dream they were really doing the whole static electricity bit where their hair was everywhere and the balloon was stuck to the top of your head. Anyways, they were really weird so I made sure I snuck away. Somehow I got out, but I didn't matter since I woke up anyways.

Interpretations ~
~Dreary college - seriousness and fear of education institutions
~Study hall - intimidation of studying to compete with students
~Swimming - good luck in business
~No pants - peer pressure obstacle which I defeated
~Friend: Pat - confidence in having an ally in battle
~Sliding in soap - chaos?
~Food fight - a change

Smallville - Reunion ~ May 20, 2004

I told Cass that I was going to dream about Lana last night and I did. Lana (played by the beautiful Kristen Kreuk of course) was leaving somewhere by train, but little did she know, someone was after her. My role in the dream was Superman. That's right - I was Superman. I played Clark Kent except I wasn't a wussy Clark that abandon's Lana. I rushed to the train she was on to protect her. The guy kept following us through the train and through various stations. I was using my powers 'cause I trusted Lana that way. It was cool being around her protecting her. There was one point in the dream where I left her at the station to lure the guy into the train to deal with me. I remember her calling my name from the platform, but I can't remember whether she said, "Clark" or "Paul." The latter would have been way cool. I psyched the guy out and ended up on the platform with Lana. I held her hand so she could share my powers and we were able to escape back to the farm using my super speed powers. Way cool. I think I chilled with Lana for awhile in my "fortress of solitude." I think the dude chasing her appeared again, but my mind moved on to another dream.

The other dream I remember was a huge party or celebration. It was a reunion of all the people I knew from elementary, middle, and high school. Cass served as some sort of communications officer and kept handing me a headset phone where I would talk to people like Gookie and Michelle Gott. Everytime the conversation ended, they would appear at the party. I remember people like Cass, Angela, and Josh Davis hanging around and then people would keep appearing. Gookie grabbed a plate of food and sat in front of me and munched while I was still on the headset. It was a crazy dream, but it was really cool how it was a welcoming reunion and how I seemed to play an intregral part in the community of friends here.

Interpretations ~
~Girl: Lana - encouraging prospects
~Rescuing Lana - forshadows sucess in overcoming a previously difficult obstacle
~Train station- signifies choice of destination: to travel or to be delayed
~Holding Lana's hand - sign of coming personal happiness and personal trait of wanting to share with someone
~Super Speed super power - sign of doing things my way
~Reunion - signifies outside help in furthering my ambitions (which I've always depended on outside help)
~Eating - generally a happy omen
~Telephone - symbol of being a step short from total trust. Likely a sign of my difficulties with communicating

Flying Into a New Life - May 17, 2004

I can only remember fragments of the dream, but it's neat enough to share. This dream takes place in two environments: 1)a dorm 2)a theme/water park. Both of these locations are probably influenced by locations like ND and Disneyland, but neither look exactly like any place I've been to. At the dorm place, I was packing up my stuff before heading somewhere new - probably home. I remember chatting with dormmates (none of which I can remember recognizing) and also talking on the phone to my family. This portion was relative to a dream I had a few days ago where I was at a school taking math and chemistry exams. It seemed like the packing up portion was a follow up to taking final exams. After all the packing I shifted into a new part of my dream where I was flying.

I think I was flying via parachute or glider or something. Probably from watching Tomb Raider: TCOL. I recall Matt being there as a wingman I think. We were flying over the amusement park - specifically a parade route. I remember passing each float - most likely full of Disney characters. at the end of the parade route I remember seeing one of my girl friends in a vintage car. I landed and meet with her without Matt and hung out with her. It was in a friendly manner and didn't seem to have any other interpretations besides having a fun time together. We ended up in a store (couldn't decipher whether it was a bookstore from a school or a gift shop). For some reason we were buying Crayola crayons and markers. All I can remember of it now is just that we were shopping and enjoying our time together. Although it all seems like random images, I took it to mean I was packing up a past phase of my life and I'm beginning to fly into a brand new start.

Interpretations ~
~ Packing up from being at college - leaving things behind, taking new lessons, and moving on.
~ Conversations with school friends and parents - transition between two families.
~ Flying - traveling, motion, time, symbol of change
~ Friend Rink as my wingman - sign of known friend playing important role in next phase of life
~ Amusement/Water park - place of enjoyment within my dream state. (Hey, I've been there with Britney Spears in my dreams once.)
~ Vintage car - split apart by time
~ Reuniting with girl friend - sign of a known girl friend having a place in next phase of life
~ Shopping - preparation/joy I've created myself
~ Drawing tools - the potential to create

The Nile/Amazon River Putt Putt Golf Story ~ May 10, 2004

I'm laying out my a river - relaxing with a friend or two and staring at the stars. For some reason I was enrolled in an African Life Histories course during the evenings. I had skipped the class this night. The university was made up of temple like structures in the middle of the Amazon. The river was not stable in the sense that it would not completely materialize as a river. Half the time the river would turn into a television screen that was playing an episode of The OC.

One of my girl friends in my African Life Histories class found me and sat down next to me with my friends and watched The OC with us. She told me how class went - specifically an interesting assignment in which two guys and two girls were going to go to Africa and have a traditional wedding. The thought of an actual marriage had shocked me, however at the time I hadn't found out if it would be an official wedding or just an experience. I had a feeling it was a little bit of both. Naturally protective of my girl friends, I was a bit concerned about the ordeal, but instead of voicing any argument against it, I supported it by saying that it was cool. She explained to me that one of the guys was her ex-boyfriend, or another guy friend named, "Robert." She would be married to him most likely, but she didn't seem fully comfortable about the idea. After awhile she said that she loved me. This is not a situation I am used to dealing with - in the real state or in dream state. When it has happened, I've never been one to step up to the plate for one reason or another, but this time I replied that I loved her back. It was really that simple.

Then, we were suddenly on a boat on the river - floating from the Amazon environment into the Nile environment. She was being semi-intimate, leaning on my shoulder and giving the impression that she had wished I was in class so that I could have been chosen with her to have this traditional African wedding. Neither of us were of African decent. Down the river I mentioned that at least Robert would be with her to which she calmly agreed. Further down the river, the environment turned into a putt putt golf park. Our boat landed by the main building and we went in to see the desk to buy rounds of golf. My dream began to phase out here.

Interpretations ~
~ African Life Histories - class which Polarbear took
~ The OC
~ Known girl from school
~ Unknown guy friend named Robert - possibly latino
~ Fox's protective aspect of his girl friends yet his often passive nature about dealing with them
~ Symbol of the river - a standard dream symbol
~ Putt putt golf?

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