well.. here are some poems I've written...
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living in the silence
it still stays the same
living in the silence
pain doesn�t have a name
looking for the light
I dive so deep
Looking for the light
I climb the highest peak
Escaping from the darkness
In search for the light
Escaping from the darkness
I dive into the night
Searching for the truth
I can not lie
Searching for the truth
You belong to the sky
Could you help me
You seem so strong
Could you help me
Don�t say I�m wrong
You smiled and talked to me
Searching together all day
You smiled and talked to me
I asked if you could stay
You turned away
I must go, you said
You turned away
All the mistakes I made
Searching alone again
I wondered what was the reason
Searching alone again
I heard a bang-hunting season
I found a wounded human
Surrounded by the light
I found a wounded human
You had lost the fight
Surrounded by light
I found the pain
Surrounded by light
Trapped by a dark chain
The darkness meets the light
I found what I was searching for
The darkness meets the light
But I wanted to see a lot more
The darkness faded, so did the light
I stood there, alone, in the cold air
The darkness faded, so did the light
I fought with tears and despair
The search never ends
Never ending path beneath my feet
The search never ends
Powerless due to the heat
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it took me just too long
but I know what we did wrong
the biggest mistake we could make
the worst step we could take
the truth was hidden for my eye
it made me believe it was all a lie
although my smartness brought me fame
I still stayed and felt the same
You turned my world around
And I love the sound
When my heart beats fast
I remember when I saw you last
The big distance makes me sad
And the feeling drives me mad
When did I miss you the most
Then when our contact was lost
What was the mistake we made
That�s what you just said
Our feeling were the reason of this
That�s what made us miss
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The girl in the mirror
When did she cry
She wont tell
Why did she lie
She starts to yell
Why don�t you just go
And let me be
My heartache wont show
Why do you keep hurrassing me
The mirror is my home
I paid for it with my soul
It�s the only protecting dome
I�ll never fall into a black hole
I don�t want to get out
This is the place where I want to stay
So please don�t shout
I can hear you anyway
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please don�t take my time
every day I need to smile
to hide the scars you made
look, they are starting to fade
I know that you were sorry
And that your heart is full of worry
You still care
My sadness you cant bare
I also still care of you
And that�s making me blue
I don�t know if you want me back
For our future I see black
You said I never try
That I let happiness fly by
Your opinion of me is wrong
I�ve tried for so long
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like a petal of a rose
life has a certain cause
we cant describe the pain
some of us are just too vain
why don�t people help others
support their beloved mothers
wont it ever change
there�s never help in range
when the fighting never ends
and everyone pretends
then the caring would be lost
it must be restored at any cost
to feel the emotions magical
we have to survive the life tragical
some of us harden their shell
others go out and yell
cut down the sharp thorns
and every day a new light borns
to free the world from the chain
and make us forget the pain
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just let me be in my corner
I've always been a loner
I never go out in the sun
why do others think its fun
every day I sit in the dark
crying, it doesn�t leave a mark
not understanding what I feel
I saw my devil, should I make a deal
I�d give him my soul, my heart
In my life I have no part
Who am I you suddenly ask
should I remove the mask
who I am, I don�t know
I just go along the flow
But I still want to find
The one like you, just as kind
The battle between the darkness and the light
Neither of them had lost the fight
Surrounded by nothing deep inside
The pain inside me you can not find
For you I want to smile
But often I feel just to frail
You still belive that I am strong
I cant tell you that you�re wrong
For you I�d leave my shade
You know that I�m not made
I�m just like I really am
I�d always be the same if I can
But if I stay in my corner
I hope you�ll also be a loner
So that we could be more similar
Share the feelings that are unfamiliar
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I saw him standing on the shore
Sinking in the sunset more and more
Looking at the sun drowning
Waiting there until morning
Every night he�s standing there
The sadness is too much to bare
The sun is hidden by the waves
Joined by its numerous slaves
His thoughts were stolen by the madness
And his mind has drowned in sadness
He has lost his orientation
Fallen in sleep in concentration
There are no feelings left for him
Please, oh please let me in
I saw him standing on the shore
He is the one I adore.
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There is a price I hafto pay
Fore every word you say
Because every word I hear
Fills my soul with fear
Every time I see your face
My heart jumps out of it�s place
Everything seems so cold
I need you here to hold
I still cant see
Why it�s hurting me
It isnt bringing me fame
Do you think that it�s a game
I don�t know if it�s true
But I still want to see you
Although the feeling stays the same
You aint the one to blame
There is too much pain
Without any gain
Now I see, it�s clear
To love you is my fear
There is no point in being afraid
I hope I�ll never be betrayed
Releasing the feelings deep inside
My love for you I can not hide
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I see it in my mind
that I can find
a place to be
absolutely free
I`ll reach you a hand
And I will find
A place to be
Absolutely free
And now I know
There is no place
In front of our face
Where we can be
Absolutely free
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look deep into my eyes
and then you`ll see
listen to all my words
and then you`ll hear
touch all the things I touch
and then you`ll feel
all the things I feel
all the things I hear
all the things I see
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When I dive into the sea
I feel so calm and free
When I come to the surface
I dive again with a secret purpose
I try to find the calmest place
That my day wont end in a chase
And when I find that special place
I let the sunshine touch my face
Before the sun sets I dive again
And swim until the days end
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I asked the moon
Will I see him soon
When will we meet face to face
I don�t care about the place
When I`ll heat his voice
Next to me without any noise
I want to give him my hart
Although we are apart�
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It is true
That I love you
There is no doubt
You`r the one I think about
You`r always on my mind
And in my hart what nobody else can find
I don�t care what others say
I love you anyway
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I was completely lost
And needed saving at any cost
But then I met a boy
And he brought me so much joy
When I see his smile
I don�t feel weak or frile
Now I don�t need saving
And I stand here waving
Good bye to the sorrow
Waiting for tomorrow
Then we�ll meet again
And let the day begin
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I�m standing in the rain
Letting it wash away the pain
What comes from my heart
Because we are apart
Every night I dream of us
But I don�t make a fuss
I`m standing like a pole
Staring at the hole
Hole? It�s in my mind
Where I could find
Thoughts about you
What were absolutely true
I know what thas means
And I know how it seems
It�s for everyone to see
Every emotion I feel
I said I live you
Believe me, everything I say is true
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the biggest wish
I wish I know what to do or say
I cant help it I think of you every day
Although it has been cold day and night
I felt warm thinking about tonight
When we talk I feel so warm
And I wish it could last till dawn
I`d like it if you`d stay by me forever
And that we�ll always be together
That we�d never be apart
And the crying would never start
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if it was just a show
then I want to know
was it just a game
am I the one to blame
did I make a fool of myself
am I just a toy from your shelf
have you played with me enough
is the world still tough
I�v hidden in my box for too long
I was meant to be free all along
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this is a poem for you
and it tells you what�s true
you�r the one I need
because of the things I feel
the feeling grows every day
I�ll tell you something if I may
I love you more and more every day
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I�m walking down the street
Barely able to control my feet
The mud is deep in my fur
And everything started to blur
But when I woke up in a bed
I felt warm, groomed and fed
A human sitting next to me
Where am I, how can it be
I�m feeling happy and free
She is the one I wanted to see
My last owner left me behind
I bet she thought I wouldn�t mind
But now I found someone who cares
And her care and love with me shares.
I�m happy now, here I am
She is the best owner I can find.
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every night I dream of you
hoping that it isn�t true
in every dream I see
that you are leaving me
you say you never loved me
�it was fun, now let it be�
I cant believe my eyes
Every night my dream lies
I�m afraid to fall asleep
Have I fallen in a hole too deep
But what if it comes true
I cant live without you.
there are some more in Estonian but i bet most of you won't understand them XD
aga kui sa saad aru mis siin kirjas on mine ikka loe minu luuletusi ->siit