Father mine
Scott Douglas Davidson
Disclaimer: And you think this is mine why? Warnings: Yaoi, lime, incest, swearing, and that's just the first chapter.
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In a cottage in the woods slept a young man and his wife. A couple rooms over their four year old child was sleeping peacefully, unaware of something strange effecting his father. The father, a certain martial arts wonder by the name of Son Goku, was currently having the strangest dream...
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All around him was darkness, with a tunnel of light ahead of him. The tunnel led to a twisted, half-dead landscape with bare trees and cracked ground. He could smell the air drifting down the passageway too him. It was dry and lightly hinted at something rotting. He wrinkled his nose against it and looked for somewhere else he could go.
Nothing.
He turned back to find what looked like a half-decayed corpse standing there at the end of the tunnel. It slowly lifted its right hand to gesture Goku forward, towards it. Goku took a step back. The corpse grinned, showing a mouthful of rotting teeth. It again gestured him forwards. Goku took another look around at the inky black nothingness that surrounded him.
He stepped into the tunnel.
All around him was darkness, with a tunnel of light ahead of him. The tunnel led to a twisted, half-dead landscape with bare trees and cracked ground. He could smell the air drifting down the passageway too him. It was dry and lightly hinted at something rotting. He wrinkled his nose against it and looked for somewhere else he could go.
Nothing.
He turned back to find what looked like a half-decayed corpse standing there at the end of the tunnel. It slowly lifted its right hand to gesture Goku forward, towards it. Goku took a step back. The corpse grinned, showing a mouthful of rotting teeth. It again gestured him forwards. Goku took another look around at the inky black nothingness that surrounded him.
He stepped into the tunnel.
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The air was fresh, like a meadow of new grass and flowers. There was grass under his feet to give a reason for the spring scent. The trees were blooming, cherry blossoms floating everywhere. A man stood, waiting for him calmly, his features shadowed by the tree he was leaning back against.
"Hello." the man straightened at Goku�s approach "I see you dealt with the repelling illusion they set up around this place."
Goku stared at the man who looked so much like him. The only differences lay in the man�s clothes, his tan, a scar across his left cheek, and the halo floating over his head.
"Repelling illusion?" Goku asked.
"Yeah. They don�t want a loose soul from Hell getting in here, it�s too nice for them, and they don�t want people in Heaven to know that there�s a middle ground between the underworlds."
"Who are you?" Goku looked wary of this person telling him that they were in the underworld.
"I�m a concerned party. I didn�t get much time with you while I was alive, so I called to you while you were dreaming. About bloody time you answered me!" the man grinned to show it was all in good humor "It�s nice to actually get to meet you finally."
"Should I know you?" Goku was still confused.
"It would be nice if you did, but you haven�t seen me since you were a couple weeks old, so I doubt you�d recognize me." The man chuckled "And if we�d been together long enough to get to know each other, we�d both be wearing halos right now."
"What�s your name?" Goku tried a different approach.
"My name is Bardock. It really is good to see you again, son."
The air was fresh, like a meadow of new grass and flowers. There was grass under his feet to give a reason for the spring scent. The trees were blooming, cherry blossoms floating everywhere. A man stood, waiting for him calmly, his features shadowed by the tree he was leaning back against.
"Hello." the man straightened at Goku�s approach "I see you dealt with the repelling illusion they set up around this place."
Goku stared at the man who looked so much like him. The only differences lay in the man�s clothes, his tan, a scar across his left cheek, and the halo floating over his head.
"Repelling illusion?" Goku asked.
"Yeah. They don�t want a loose soul from Hell getting in here, it�s too nice for them, and they don�t want people in Heaven to know that there�s a middle ground between the underworlds."
"Who are you?" Goku looked wary of this person telling him that they were in the underworld.
"I�m a concerned party. I didn�t get much time with you while I was alive, so I called to you while you were dreaming. About bloody time you answered me!" the man grinned to show it was all in good humor "It�s nice to actually get to meet you finally."
"Should I know you?" Goku was still confused.
"It would be nice if you did, but you haven�t seen me since you were a couple weeks old, so I doubt you�d recognize me." The man chuckled "And if we�d been together long enough to get to know each other, we�d both be wearing halos right now."
"What�s your name?" Goku tried a different approach.
"My name is Bardock. It really is good to see you again, son."
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"You�re my father?" Goku stared at Bardock with wide eyes.
"What, don�t believe me? Don�t�cha see the family resemblance?" Bardock smirked.
"I never had a father before! Wow! Wait �til Chi-chi hears about this! Do you know martial arts?" Goku grinned childishly at his sire.
"Son, you won�t remember this when you wake up. It�s one of the rules they imposed when they allowed me to try and contact you. And yes, I do know some martial arts."
"I won�t remember? Oh well, I can still get to know you now. So if you�re my father, who�s my mother?" Goku smiled at Bardock and plopped down on the grass. Bardock sat down as well.
"Your mother was a wonderful, beautiful, strong woman. I don�t know what happened to her when she died, whether she�s in Heaven, Hell, or somewhere else in Here."
"Where is �here� anyway?" Goku looked around at the rolling grassy hills speckled with cherry trees. As far as he could see that�s all there was.
"You know, I�m not really sure. It�s somewhere between Heaven and Hell. It�s a pleasant enough place, though it has its bad points. It�s not Heaven after all." Bardock shrugged "You�d have to ask one of the Caretakers, and They don�t come around to this end of Here much, They don�t like me."
"Why?" Goku asked.
"Because They think all Saiyajin should be in Hell. Some of us came Here, and it doesn�t please Them." Bardock looked out across the grass-covered hills at nothing in particular, his gaze unfocused and thoughtful.
"What�s a Saiyajin?" Goku blinked.
"I�m a Saiyajin. You�re one as well. We were once a strong and proud warrior race. We were all killed off long ago, when you weren�t even a year old, by a tyrant named Freiza. I was killed facing off against him. As far as I know, there were only four survivors, you being one of them. You were overlooked because you had been sent off to Earth." Bardock took care to omit the reason Goku was sent to Earth, since from what he�d seen, the boy had apparently taken a shine to it and wouldn�t appreciate the fact that he had been sent to destroy all intelligent life there.
"Is that why no one else has a tail?" Goku cocked his head to the side "Bulma always said I was weird for having a tail.quot;
"Well, I suppose you would be weird to an Earthling. By the way, I�m sorry about it being cut off." Bardock�s own tail unwrapped from around his waist and flopped lazily in the short grass.
"It�s ok, it doesn�t hurt or anything. Just makes my balance a little funny." Goku shrugged "I do miss it sometimes though..."
"Here, turn around for a second." Bardock said. Goku looked at him curiously, then turned his back to his father. Bardock reached up and ran his fingers down Goku�s spine, slowly and gently, massaging a spot here and there. He reached the small of Goku�s back and kept going down, and Goku felt fingers running through fur he hadn�t had a second ago, on a limb he thought long lost. He turned back towards his father, shock evident on his face.
"It�s only there as long as you�re in the dream. It�s not on your physical body." Bardock shrugged "I can�t really effect the living. Death sucks, don�t it?"
"I wouldn�t know." Goku grinned at his father, and they both shared a good laugh.
"You�re my father?" Goku stared at Bardock with wide eyes.
"What, don�t believe me? Don�t�cha see the family resemblance?" Bardock smirked.
"I never had a father before! Wow! Wait �til Chi-chi hears about this! Do you know martial arts?" Goku grinned childishly at his sire.
"Son, you won�t remember this when you wake up. It�s one of the rules they imposed when they allowed me to try and contact you. And yes, I do know some martial arts."
"I won�t remember? Oh well, I can still get to know you now. So if you�re my father, who�s my mother?" Goku smiled at Bardock and plopped down on the grass. Bardock sat down as well.
"Your mother was a wonderful, beautiful, strong woman. I don�t know what happened to her when she died, whether she�s in Heaven, Hell, or somewhere else in Here."
"Where is �here� anyway?" Goku looked around at the rolling grassy hills speckled with cherry trees. As far as he could see that�s all there was.
"You know, I�m not really sure. It�s somewhere between Heaven and Hell. It�s a pleasant enough place, though it has its bad points. It�s not Heaven after all." Bardock shrugged "You�d have to ask one of the Caretakers, and They don�t come around to this end of Here much, They don�t like me."
"Why?" Goku asked.
"Because They think all Saiyajin should be in Hell. Some of us came Here, and it doesn�t please Them." Bardock looked out across the grass-covered hills at nothing in particular, his gaze unfocused and thoughtful.
"What�s a Saiyajin?" Goku blinked.
"I�m a Saiyajin. You�re one as well. We were once a strong and proud warrior race. We were all killed off long ago, when you weren�t even a year old, by a tyrant named Freiza. I was killed facing off against him. As far as I know, there were only four survivors, you being one of them. You were overlooked because you had been sent off to Earth." Bardock took care to omit the reason Goku was sent to Earth, since from what he�d seen, the boy had apparently taken a shine to it and wouldn�t appreciate the fact that he had been sent to destroy all intelligent life there.
"Is that why no one else has a tail?" Goku cocked his head to the side "Bulma always said I was weird for having a tail.quot;
"Well, I suppose you would be weird to an Earthling. By the way, I�m sorry about it being cut off." Bardock�s own tail unwrapped from around his waist and flopped lazily in the short grass.
"It�s ok, it doesn�t hurt or anything. Just makes my balance a little funny." Goku shrugged "I do miss it sometimes though..."
"Here, turn around for a second." Bardock said. Goku looked at him curiously, then turned his back to his father. Bardock reached up and ran his fingers down Goku�s spine, slowly and gently, massaging a spot here and there. He reached the small of Goku�s back and kept going down, and Goku felt fingers running through fur he hadn�t had a second ago, on a limb he thought long lost. He turned back towards his father, shock evident on his face.
"It�s only there as long as you�re in the dream. It�s not on your physical body." Bardock shrugged "I can�t really effect the living. Death sucks, don�t it?"
"I wouldn�t know." Goku grinned at his father, and they both shared a good laugh.
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"You�ve grown into a strong fighter." Bardock commented.
"Yeah, I had a good sensei. He taught me how to do ki-blasts and things, and he made me work with a turtle shell on my back so I got strong. He liked girls though, I don�t understand why, they act weird and yell a lot, though Chi-chi showed me something fun girls can do that she said I shouldn�t talk about..." Goku rambled for a while. Bardock let out a short laugh.
"Well, looks like you�ve had quite a life. I�m glad you were sent to Earth. You did quite well away from Vegeta-sei, and you out-lived us all." Bardock smiled sadly and absently stroked his son�s tail. Goku�s eyes widened slightly, then closed and he leaned against his father.
"Mm... Feels good..." Goku murmured happily. Bardock chuckled.
"Oh? I suppose you never got a chance to feel someone handle your tail gently once you were an adult. It�s quite an experience." Bardock ran his fingers against the lay of Goku�s fur, causing the Earth-raised Saiyajin to gasp and slump against his father.
"Oh... That�s..." Goku�s tail wrapped of its own accord around Bardock�s wrist.
"A fucking wonderful feeling?" Bardock smirked.
"Oh yeah..." Goku suddenly let loose with a loud rumbling purr, surprising himself and making Bardock laugh again.
"Of course it is." Bardock rubbed his own tail against his son�s, a purr of his own building in his chest.
"Feels greeeeeat..." Goku murred, burying his face in his father�s neck. Bardock wrapped his arms around his son and nuzzled him back. Goku curled against his father, purring happily. Bardock leaned his face down and kissed Goku�s neck.
"Hm...? What?" Goku looked up in surprise, and Bardock caught his lips in a tender kiss. Goku�s eyes lazily drifted shut, then shot open. He pulled away from Bardock.
"Wait! Chi-chi says only husbands and wives do this together!" Goku protested. Bardock frowned.
"Stupid human ethics... Son, Saiyajin take their pleasure from whomever is willing to give it. Remember that. I�m a Saiyajin and you�re a Saiyajin. Are you unwilling?" Bardock waited. Goku thought for a minute.
"...No. I... Want you to kiss me." Goku finally got out after the torturous process of rooting around for something long hidden in his mind "I want you to... Hold me and touch me..."
"So I shall." Bardock smirked and gathered his son back into his arms, kissing him hungrily, wrapping their tails together.
"Mm... Father..." Goku moaned into the kiss. Bardock tasted dark and warm... Chi-chi had been sweet, light, enticing, like cotton candy. This, this was chocolate. Bardock smelled musky and wild and oh-so-wonderful...
"Son." Bardock reached down and started untying Goku�s cloth belt, brushing occasionally over the growing erection the young Saiyajin was sporting.
"F-fatheeeer..." Goku groaned, reaching forwards and simply shredding Bardock�s outfit rather than trying to puzzle out how to get it off.
"Love me." Bardock�s tone hovered somewhere between order and statement of fact. Goku nuzzled his father�s throat again.
"Haaaaai..."
"You�ve grown into a strong fighter." Bardock commented.
"Yeah, I had a good sensei. He taught me how to do ki-blasts and things, and he made me work with a turtle shell on my back so I got strong. He liked girls though, I don�t understand why, they act weird and yell a lot, though Chi-chi showed me something fun girls can do that she said I shouldn�t talk about..." Goku rambled for a while. Bardock let out a short laugh.
"Well, looks like you�ve had quite a life. I�m glad you were sent to Earth. You did quite well away from Vegeta-sei, and you out-lived us all." Bardock smiled sadly and absently stroked his son�s tail. Goku�s eyes widened slightly, then closed and he leaned against his father.
"Mm... Feels good..." Goku murmured happily. Bardock chuckled.
"Oh? I suppose you never got a chance to feel someone handle your tail gently once you were an adult. It�s quite an experience." Bardock ran his fingers against the lay of Goku�s fur, causing the Earth-raised Saiyajin to gasp and slump against his father.
"Oh... That�s..." Goku�s tail wrapped of its own accord around Bardock�s wrist.
"A fucking wonderful feeling?" Bardock smirked.
"Oh yeah..." Goku suddenly let loose with a loud rumbling purr, surprising himself and making Bardock laugh again.
"Of course it is." Bardock rubbed his own tail against his son�s, a purr of his own building in his chest.
"Feels greeeeeat..." Goku murred, burying his face in his father�s neck. Bardock wrapped his arms around his son and nuzzled him back. Goku curled against his father, purring happily. Bardock leaned his face down and kissed Goku�s neck.
"Hm...? What?" Goku looked up in surprise, and Bardock caught his lips in a tender kiss. Goku�s eyes lazily drifted shut, then shot open. He pulled away from Bardock.
"Wait! Chi-chi says only husbands and wives do this together!" Goku protested. Bardock frowned.
"Stupid human ethics... Son, Saiyajin take their pleasure from whomever is willing to give it. Remember that. I�m a Saiyajin and you�re a Saiyajin. Are you unwilling?" Bardock waited. Goku thought for a minute.
"...No. I... Want you to kiss me." Goku finally got out after the torturous process of rooting around for something long hidden in his mind "I want you to... Hold me and touch me..."
"So I shall." Bardock smirked and gathered his son back into his arms, kissing him hungrily, wrapping their tails together.
"Mm... Father..." Goku moaned into the kiss. Bardock tasted dark and warm... Chi-chi had been sweet, light, enticing, like cotton candy. This, this was chocolate. Bardock smelled musky and wild and oh-so-wonderful...
"Son." Bardock reached down and started untying Goku�s cloth belt, brushing occasionally over the growing erection the young Saiyajin was sporting.
"F-fatheeeer..." Goku groaned, reaching forwards and simply shredding Bardock�s outfit rather than trying to puzzle out how to get it off.
"Love me." Bardock�s tone hovered somewhere between order and statement of fact. Goku nuzzled his father�s throat again.
"Haaaaai..."
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A distance away, where the hills and cherry trees eventually gave way to clear grassland, a group slept, only two members awake, keeping watch. It was a motley group, composed of several different species, including a Saiyajin, who was one of two on watch.
"Filthy Saiyajin." muttered the non-Saiyajin at the sounds coming from over the hills "You�re the only one I�ve met who wasn�t completely horrid and hopeless."
"I suppose." the Saiyajin shrugged. He didn�t really know anything about his species, since he had been partially soul cleansed when he had been sent Here. It was like he had amnesia; the memories were there, but he couldn�t access them.
"Listen to that." the other snorted as another loud cry of �FATHER!� and �SON!� echoed across the landscape "They�re all filthy bastards. Should have all gone to Hell. I can�t see how anyone who�d fuck his own son would be allowed out of the place."
"Maybe he did something really good to balance it out." the tall Saiyajin wrapped his mane of black hair around himself to ward off the chill that hung over the grassland.
"Must have been something pretty fucking noble to balance out incest!" the Saiyajin�s companion snorted.
"There are noble Saiyajin. I�m sure there are." the Saiyajin looked out in the direction of the sounds that rose throughout Here "...Even if I can�t remember them."
"Whatever. I still say you�re the only member of the whole stinking race that doesn�t offend me." His companion leaned back onto his blanket and closed his eyes "I�m gonna snooze. Catch you in the morning."
"Yeah, I can keep watch just fine alone." the Saiyajin nodded. He watched his companion fall asleep, then looked back at the hills again. Why did the shouts sound so familiar...?
A distance away, where the hills and cherry trees eventually gave way to clear grassland, a group slept, only two members awake, keeping watch. It was a motley group, composed of several different species, including a Saiyajin, who was one of two on watch.
"Filthy Saiyajin." muttered the non-Saiyajin at the sounds coming from over the hills "You�re the only one I�ve met who wasn�t completely horrid and hopeless."
"I suppose." the Saiyajin shrugged. He didn�t really know anything about his species, since he had been partially soul cleansed when he had been sent Here. It was like he had amnesia; the memories were there, but he couldn�t access them.
"Listen to that." the other snorted as another loud cry of �FATHER!� and �SON!� echoed across the landscape "They�re all filthy bastards. Should have all gone to Hell. I can�t see how anyone who�d fuck his own son would be allowed out of the place."
"Maybe he did something really good to balance it out." the tall Saiyajin wrapped his mane of black hair around himself to ward off the chill that hung over the grassland.
"Must have been something pretty fucking noble to balance out incest!" the Saiyajin�s companion snorted.
"There are noble Saiyajin. I�m sure there are." the Saiyajin looked out in the direction of the sounds that rose throughout Here "...Even if I can�t remember them."
"Whatever. I still say you�re the only member of the whole stinking race that doesn�t offend me." His companion leaned back onto his blanket and closed his eyes "I�m gonna snooze. Catch you in the morning."
"Yeah, I can keep watch just fine alone." the Saiyajin nodded. He watched his companion fall asleep, then looked back at the hills again. Why did the shouts sound so familiar...?
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Goku lay, completely naked, curled up against an equally bare Bardock, their tails tangled, their fur and hair messy and streaked with moisture. Goku licked absently at a bloody bite mark on his father�s shoulder as Bardock has his nose buried in a matching one on Goku�s own shoulder. Both seemed completely oblivious to the world around them.
"Mm..." Goku murmured, pulling back slightly and watching in fascination as the wound on Bardock�s shoulder started knitting together and healing before his eyes. Bardock look down at the healing wound, his eyes slowly widening.
"Son, we marked each other..." Bardock�s voice was barely a whisper.
"Hm?" Goku licked a few drops of blood off his lips.
"We�ve bonded. We�re bonded mates and I�m dead!" Bardock looked fairly distressed.
"Hey, how �bout I wish you back with the Dragonballs when I go back?" Goku suggested, Bardock shook his head.
"You won�t remember! Son, we�re soul-bonded. You�re going to get back and wake up with wet sheets and this little nagging voice in the back of your head for the rest of your life telling you something�s wrong and it�ll all be because I�m dead!" Bardock slammed a fist into the ground beside him.
"Look, I�ll be sure to remember you one day, and I promise I�ll wish you back someday." Goku wasn�t entirely sure what was distressing his father so much. He was happy, and he felt comfortable in a way he hadn�t known he could feel. Something told him that there was something very bad going on, but he couldn�t understand what.
"Baka! You can�t escape what the Caretakers can do to your mind, and it doesn�t wear off! We�re both going to be fucking miserable until the day you die! You don�t know what kind of trouble you�ve gotten us into!" Bardock snapped, his tail lashing around as he pulled on the remains of his spandex.
"W-what? ...Father?" Goku looked hurt. Bardock looked over at him and immediately his anger faded.
"Son, just keep this in your heart, even if you can�t remember it. You are a proud and strong Saiyajin warrior, you are free to do whatever you want no matter who it pisses off. You are my son and I�ll always love you." Bardock�s hand came up and absently rubbed at the nearly healed wound on his shoulder. Goku frowned thoughtfully, then stepped forward and gave his father a warm kiss.
"Goodbye father. I�ll keep that in my heart." Goku turned and walked away, his tail swinging behind him like it had a little white flag on the end.
"Goodbye son." Bardock sat down in the grass and watched his son go back through the tunnel to the dreaming realms "...Koibito."
Goku lay, completely naked, curled up against an equally bare Bardock, their tails tangled, their fur and hair messy and streaked with moisture. Goku licked absently at a bloody bite mark on his father�s shoulder as Bardock has his nose buried in a matching one on Goku�s own shoulder. Both seemed completely oblivious to the world around them.
"Mm..." Goku murmured, pulling back slightly and watching in fascination as the wound on Bardock�s shoulder started knitting together and healing before his eyes. Bardock look down at the healing wound, his eyes slowly widening.
"Son, we marked each other..." Bardock�s voice was barely a whisper.
"Hm?" Goku licked a few drops of blood off his lips.
"We�ve bonded. We�re bonded mates and I�m dead!" Bardock looked fairly distressed.
"Hey, how �bout I wish you back with the Dragonballs when I go back?" Goku suggested, Bardock shook his head.
"You won�t remember! Son, we�re soul-bonded. You�re going to get back and wake up with wet sheets and this little nagging voice in the back of your head for the rest of your life telling you something�s wrong and it�ll all be because I�m dead!" Bardock slammed a fist into the ground beside him.
"Look, I�ll be sure to remember you one day, and I promise I�ll wish you back someday." Goku wasn�t entirely sure what was distressing his father so much. He was happy, and he felt comfortable in a way he hadn�t known he could feel. Something told him that there was something very bad going on, but he couldn�t understand what.
"Baka! You can�t escape what the Caretakers can do to your mind, and it doesn�t wear off! We�re both going to be fucking miserable until the day you die! You don�t know what kind of trouble you�ve gotten us into!" Bardock snapped, his tail lashing around as he pulled on the remains of his spandex.
"W-what? ...Father?" Goku looked hurt. Bardock looked over at him and immediately his anger faded.
"Son, just keep this in your heart, even if you can�t remember it. You are a proud and strong Saiyajin warrior, you are free to do whatever you want no matter who it pisses off. You are my son and I�ll always love you." Bardock�s hand came up and absently rubbed at the nearly healed wound on his shoulder. Goku frowned thoughtfully, then stepped forward and gave his father a warm kiss.
"Goodbye father. I�ll keep that in my heart." Goku turned and walked away, his tail swinging behind him like it had a little white flag on the end.
"Goodbye son." Bardock sat down in the grass and watched his son go back through the tunnel to the dreaming realms "...Koibito."
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Oh, I know you have flames after that. Go ahead and send them too me. Just don't forget, I like constructive criticism. Constructive.
Thank you.
Oh, I know you have flames after that. Go ahead and send them too me. Just don't forget, I like constructive criticism. Constructive.
Thank you.
