Shannon Louisa S.

 

"Why Do I?"

 

Why do I

Have to cry?

Why

Can you tell me

Why do I worry?

Why

I complain of pain?

Everytime?

Wonder if it's all

Just in my mind

 

Why can I

Just fly

Fly away

Fly away from

The pain

Fly into the rain

Close my eyes

Wishing I could

Have you understand

Of what I'm going through

 

Wishing the night

Would go away

Wishing that somehow

It will be all right

Knowing that soon

Soon

It be a new day

 

Why do I?

Wash away

My tears?

Why do I?

Hear you say

You'll ease my fears?

I ask myself why

Why do I

Sit here and cry

Sit here and wonder

Wonder

When

When I'll be myself

Once again

 

Author: Shannon Louisa Skotland

(c) 2003

 

You're amazing
To me
What did I do
To deserve you?
Just tell me now
Tell me
And show me what
You see what you
Look at me

How amazing you are
You are my shining star
How lucky
Did I get?
Not going to let
You get away
Nope not ever
You're mine forever

Gonna hold you close
Never gonna let
You go
Gonna have you know
That to me
You're amazing

Just can't believe
This must be
A dream
But it's real
As real as
It seems
Feels like a fanatasy
But it's reality
you're just amazing

It's wonderful to
That you care
That I know
That you'll
Always be there
Love it when
You call
I know you'll
Be here when
I fall

It's love
I can see
In your eyes
I can see
No lies
When you lay
A kiss
On my lips

When you leave
It's you that
I miss
Just so know
To me
You're just amazing

You tell me
It's the way
It should be
I tell you
It's true
I want to be
The one for you

I long for your touch
When you're far away
But not for long
He would say
He would be
My best friend
The one thing
That would never end
My lover, my husband
I'll be your wife
For the rest of
My life

Please hold me tight
Never let go
Tell me this is right
Whatever I do
I will fight
For you
Because to me
You're just plain

Amazing


After All


After all
You never did call
Never did catch me
Whenever I did fall


After all
You never was there
Nope not you
Didn't even care
Don't even care
What is true

All you care
Is all your lies
For I know
When I look into
Your eyes

After all
You'll just go
You'll just leave
Just like that
Why did you have
To go behind my back?

After all
The tears
The rain
The fears
The pain

After all
Never was a friend
Didn't even care
If it had to end
Knowing
It's not what
It used to be
Knowing what it
was doing to me

Nope not you
So, really..
Don't care
If you're going
To fall
So no
I'm not going
To be there
I'll just go
Never was a friend
So, I decided it
Was time to end

After all

So What

 
So what
you're not there
That you don't care
Just tells me
That you aren't worthy
Of my friendship

So what
You cried
That you lied
That you're not
My friend

So what
It had to end
So what
you never did try
So what
Do you see that
I care?
Do you see that
I just don't
want to be there?
Do you see
That it's meant
To be?

I gues you don't
I guess you never
Were a friend
Never a friend of mine
That is
So what
You won't be missed
So what
I made you mad
So what
Did you know
You made me sad?
So what
That you're angry
So what
You're going to leave
So what
You're going to go
So what
You never did know

Does it look like I care?
Does it look like I want it
This way?
Trust me
It wasn't easy
I could care less
So what
If it's a mess
So what
I really don't care
So what
Don't want to know why
So what
That you had cry

Did you care?
No
Were you there?
No
Did you want to be my friend?
No
Are you sorry that it had to end?
No

Just so you know
I'm not sorry
That you had to go
Because you hurt me so
Made my cry
Why did you have to
Go and lie?
So what
It has to be like that
Why did you have to
Go behind my back?

So what
I don't care
If we are ever
Friends again
Don't care that
It had to end
So what
I know I did what
Was right
So what
If your here or not
So what
Just leave
Just go
I don't care
Just to be here!

So what
You never were there!

For All Those Times


For all those times
You weren't there
Made me cry
That you did
Never care
Never did try

For all those times
Never a friend
Sorry
It had to end
Never did apologize
Never did say
the words
Sorry
It had to be this way

So, I sit here
Wipe a tear
Why did ya have
To go?
Why did ya have
To lie?
Why did ya have
To go
And make me cry?
Why did ya have
To leave?
Why did ya never
Believe?

For all those times
I sit here waiting
All I wanted was you
But now, I don't know
What to do
I know I'll be strong
I know I'll be OK
Whatever is going on
Whatever is going to happen
Know this..
It's you, I'll never miss

In my mind
In my heart
And to this day
For all those times
That you went away
I know..
Know...
It's better that
You go
To me
It's the way it
Should be

In Time

 

In time
You'll heal
Heal
The pain

In time
They'll know
Know
How you feel

In time
You'll know
Know
It's real

In time
They'll know
Know
That you care

In time
They'll know
Know
That you'll
Be there

In time
They'll listen
Listen
To what you have
To say

In time
They'll know
Know
When to pray

In time
They'll see
See
What a true friendship
Is supposed to be

In time
They'll learn
Learn
Their mistakes

In time
They'll learn
Learn
Not to hate

In time
They'll know
Know
You believe
Know
You won't leave

In time
They'll learn
Learn
What is true

In time
They'll learn
Learn
To believe in you

In time
They'll know
Know
You're here to stay
Know
You won't go

In time
They'll know
Know
Not to fight

In time
They'll know
Know
How to make it right

In time
They'll forget
Forget
Thier sorrows
And learn
Learn
That tomorrow
Tomorrow
Will be another day

In time
They'll realize
Realize
It's better
This way

In time
You'll fine
Find
Your wings
And soon you
Will know
KNow
What it will bring

In time
You'll fly
Fly
High
High
In the sky

In time
You'll learn
Learn
To try

In time
You'll know
Know
Not to cry
Dry those tears

In time
They'll know
Know
When to ease
Your fears

In time
You'll love
Love
That was sent
From above

In time
They'll understand
Understand

In time
They'll know
Know
That they can

Just know
They'll learn
They'll grow
They will do
Thier best
They will not rest
They'll know
Know
Not to leave
Leave you behind

They'll know

In time

Go Away

 

Go away
I say
Don't want to hear
Hear
What you have
To say

Go away
Please
I ask of you
Just listen
That's all you've
Got to do

Go away
I've heard all
The things you
Have to say
Don't really care
No not all

Go away
And please
Don't call
Don't want to
Hear what you
Have to say

Go away
Nothing you say
Is never true
Looked in your eyes
Made me realize
All the lies
It's what you do

Go away
Don't care
You were never there

Go away
Why should I
Give you the time
Of day?
Tell me
Why
I should
Should even bother?

Go away
What you did
Was wrong
Now I'll be strong

Go away
So you know
Don't even want
To see you again
Don't ever want
To be your friend

Go away
Please
Not interested in
What you have to say

Just go
Just leave
you never did believe

Just walk out
That door
Don't turn your back
Why did ya have to
Hurt me like that?

Just so you know
Never again
Will I give the time
Of day
So, just please
Just

Go away!!