Margot Hill

 

 

Gentle thoughts

 

Gentle thoughts

Invade my brain

Like birds songs

In the morning

 

This lonely one

Found again

by your candle

Burning brightly

 

It's flame reflected

and handed on

One candle lit

From another

 

And the spark

That was your heart

Lingers on

In mine

 

Margot Hill

13Aug03

Walking forever with Stephen Franks 7/17/51-7/12/01

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agile hope

 

Love so fragile

Hope so agile

Surround the love

with light above

Till love grows strong

With inner song

And standing tall

Surveys it all

 

Healing

 

Learning to heal

From all the pain

Trying to learn

To be "normal" again

 

Finding my way

Thru the grief I feel

Fighting and struggling

It seems so unreal

 

Learning from others

Who walk with me now

I'll go on, I know it

I'll figure out how

 

I will honor your memories

And remember thoughts too

And find ways to share them

What else can I do

 

I'm learning that healing

Does not mean pain free

And "normal" is something

I won't ever be

 

I will take the path gently

Walk at my own pace

Slowing down if I need to

This is not a race

 

Finding people to listen

And people who care

I'll talk of you often

It's healing to share

 

I know there are questions

Whose answers have left

For you are the answer

To all those bereft

 

A guardian angel

To all those in pain

You reach back to help us

When we stumble again

 

So meeting the challenges

That now lie ahead

I can do it, you're with me

Even though you are dead

 

 

Tears and Sadness

 

In the midst of my tears

I see your smile

In the depth of my pain

You’d make me laugh a little while

 

You made me think

You made me dream

You graced my world

And now I scream

 

I scream for all

The dreams we lost

I scream for all

The cares you tossed

 

Cause you were hurting

So inside

You chose the path

Called suicide

 

Not focused on

The love we shared

but focused on

what made you scared

 

You walked away

From what we had

And now I am both

mad and sad

 

I'm mad because

you walked away

I'm sad because

you did not stay

I have to let

My anger go

I hate to see you

Hurting so

 

Sadness doesn’t

Go away

But it will ease

With each new day

 

It will return

And it will go

Like the tidal

Ebb and flow

 

Until I see you

In the end

And Eternity

with you I spend

 

 

You're gone

 

Today, I'm crying, missing you

I could not tell you why

Just thoughts and feelings -

Dreams of you are tearing me inside

 

To hold you in my arms today

To soothe away your pain

To talk once more of everything

To see you once again

 

In the bright sunrise to hear your voice

See you clearly in a moonlight night

If I could do those things right now

Everything would be all right

 

And so, I'll cry from missing you

I can not change the past

The loving and the heartache too

I know that both will last.

 

 

Time apart

 

 

Awesome wonder in my heart

Gentle moments, time apart

Tender kisses in my soul

You're the gift that makes me whole

 

Sweet the dawning morning light

Cascade of love, a pure delight

Within my soul, my angel speaks

Songs of love that leave me weak

 

Listen close the words to hear

Whispered songs that I hold dear

Guided feet my soul to dance

In the mists of sweet romance

 

Mists that echo morning's song

Surrounds me makes me strong

With my feet a dance to start

Brings me joy inside my heart

 

 

 

 

Morning sunrise

 

 

morning strength

morning sunrise

you're the breath

of aching sighs

 

You are the dew

Upon the flower

You are the joyous

Waking hour

 

In the dawning

morning sun

Your sweet blessing

has begun

 

Kiss my thoughts

with morning love

Shine on me

From up above

 

Hold me in

Your angel wings

Touch my soul

and make it sing

 

Till the dawning hour

has passed

Remind me of

the love that last

 

Let my carry

Through the day

The part of you

That with me stays

 

Playful afternoon

 

It was a playful afternoon of sunshine

We took a walk in the park

Holding hands, smiling, toes in the grass

Feeling electricity's spark

 

Laughter bubbled from both of us when

You finished my last remark

You are the candle that lights up my soul

Glowing so sweet in the dark

 

 

Dappled dawn

 

 

Dappled dawn light greets the day

Deep within your wings I stay

Held close in an angel embrace

Feel the love glow in my face

 

Shining beacon lead me home

Nevermore my faith to roam

Give my will to one above

Full of such unending love

 

Morning moments sweetest mist

Blessing of forever kissed

With you grace a shining light

Leads me from the darkest night

 

Hand in hand our spirits glow

One above and one below

Together we were meant to be

Walking in sweet harmony

 

 

 

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