Occupation:

Student

Date of birth:

3/28/68

Marital status:

Married

Education:

high school graduate, currently in college, first year student.

Interests:

writing, racing, outdoor fun, hanging with my kids.

Publish writing :

none, just postings on poetry websites

Personal statement:

If I never make it as a published writer, it will not matter, as long as there was someone who read what I've written and liked it.

Know Someone Is There.

When life is not clear.
When you think no one cares.
When your heart is breaking.
When life seems to hard to go on.
Know there is someone there.
When your happy.
When a smile forms on your lips.
When you dance for no reason.
When a breeze touches your face, like a sweet kiss.
Know there is someone there.
When the end of your life, is almost near.
When you breath your last breath.
Know there is someone there.

Kay Florea

If you were taught something, what would it be?

If your soul could touch something, what would you feel?

If your heart had a vision, what would it see?

Would love bring you joy?

Would hope, over come your grief?

Would faith lift you up and make you complete?

Take my hand and together we will feel.

Take my love and together we will grieve.

Take my heart and I will help you see.

You will never be alone. Here on earth with me.

I will wipe away the tears that flow.

I will kiss the pain that squeezes you so.

I will hold your life so dear to me.

An show you the way from this grief.

No longer will you walk alone.

For I will hold your hand in mine,

until the end of time.......

Kay Florea

I wonder if you know?
What happened?
Was it that you wanted more from her?
Was it that she wanted more from you?
Was it real?
Was it true?
Did you like her,
because she was pretty?
Did she like you too?
Did you do what you thought society wanted,
or did you do it for you?
Could life had been better,
if you had done it differently?
Could it have been better for her,
or for you?
Do you resent her for your decisions,
or do you resent her, for hers?
I wonder do you know?
How long will you prolong,
what you must do.
Will you let it go on indefinitely,
until you no longer care what is true?

Kay Florea

A tendency to be good, is something misunderstood.
A tendency to be bad, is chastised and looked upon as sad.
A feeling is good, when it makes you happy.
A feeling is bad, when pain is inflected.
A core that aches deep in the heart, severs the souls eternal light.
There is a healing, if you know where to find it. Yet getting out of the
dark can make you blinded.
Reach for a higher place.
Turn a light on the dark place.

Kay Florea
 

Deepest feelings so felt.
Deepest pain hurting me, from the inside out.
I can not stop what others do.
My control is coming unglued.
My heart breaks, for what I must do.
My dreams of what was, will never come true.
In my mind I scream in agony.
In my heart it bleeds pouringly.
The doddering of my emotions are true.
The pain is so real, and it begins with you.

Kay Florea

There you are again.

There you are again.
In my thoughts.
In my dreams.
In my heart.
In my soul.
In my life.

There you are again.
Bringing me happiness.
Bringing me light in my dark.
Bringing me strength.
Bringing me life.

There you are again.
Showing me how much I care.
Showing me how to have fun again.
Showing me the fire in passion.
Showing me how much you want me.

You like me just the way I am.

There you are again, my lover, my friend.

Love was once a thought, that I believed was found in someone else.

Happiness I saute so hard in another's self.

I put so much stock in a single individual.

To find, it only made me more miserable.

I wanted what I felt, he could give me.

The he in himself.

Yet that was my false delusion.

In what I thought he was about.

Lingering for years, on a friend.

Was he a friend, or an illusion of a friend?

This I ask myself.

Yes, once we were great friends, lovers and mates.

The separation changed, the friendship, now it is to late.

Avoidance, became the new slate.

To avoid, was to keep feelings at bay.

So now I stand here.

In the truth.

To know that the end, has come today.

The end, of what was.

Of what will never be.

The end of the past.

To now be free.

Free from all the haunting's, of a relationship, that will never be.

The ending to, what was in yesterday.

Now I will no longer grieve, for the love I felt for thee.

I will leave it in my far past, of my distant memories.

If you were taught something, what would it be?

If your soul could touch something, what would you feel?

If your heart had a vision, what would it see?

Would love bring you joy?

Would hope, over come your grief?

Would faith lift you up and make you complete?

Take my hand and together we will feel.

Take my love and together we will grieve.

Take my heart and I will help you see.

You will never be alone. Here on earth with me.

I will wipe away the tears that flow.

I will kiss the pain that squeezes you so.

I will hold your life so dear to me.

An show you the way from this grief.

No longer will you walk alone.

For I will hold your hand in mine,

until the end of time.......

For seen sight.
Is it possible to for see?
What will happen tomorrow, next week or even a few hours in a day?
If you knew this was your last hour, week, or day.
What would you do with it?
What would you say?
Would you sit in a dark, and quiet place, and cry?
Would you stand outside and shout out at the world?
Would you call everyone you know, loved ones and foe's? Would you ask
for, forgiveness and declare the love you didn't show?
Would you write a letter, and tell it all.
Would you think of what all had gone wrong?
I wonder, what would happen, if we took each hour of every day, on every
month of every year, and treat it like the last.
I wonder, if when we all did this, would the world no longer be made of
glass?
Would hearts go unbroken, would hurtful words be stead fast?
Would wars no longer conquer, would peace finally come to pass?
For seen sight, is sight that does not go unseen.
Lets live each day, as we have for seen.

Kay Florea