I see you sitting there,
Always happy, even though you've lied.
And I know you don't care,
That I'm torn apart inside.

You seem very good,
Things look better now that i'm gone.
And I think maybe I should,
Go my own way and say, "So Long."

But you don't know,
What your doing to me.
If I do go, I'll go insane completly.

Just ignore me, that's what you do,
Don't even think about it.
That's heartless you,
That's you, and i wish you'd quit.

Just think about you,
Don't worry a damn thing about me.
Maybe that's what I should do....
It seems to work to me.

I'm so tired of being sad.
I want to smile,
I know my friends would be glad..
I haven't done it for awhile.

I'm tired of crying myself to sleep at night,
I'm tired of caring ABOUT YOU,
And sometimes I think I just might,
Forget the things you do.

But you see, I can't go on living this way.
Something has to make me happy.
It's so hard for me to say,
i wish you would just notice me.

So for now, I'll go on living alone...
Without much to live for.
And when I'm older and grown..
I'll still sit, waiting for you to walk through my door.

When will this pain end?
When can i move on?
Where were you, when I needed you friend...
When I looked, why were you gone?

I'm still waiting to know my sin,
What I did so wrong,
Why you had to hate me within..
Why, when it's been so long.

Go your own way,
That's what you wished,
But now I've got something to say,
Look at what you've missed.

I've got some wishes of my own,
And I'm not so sure about you anymore.
Why don't you just leave me alone.
That might be what i'm wishing for.

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