I Always Wait For You

Even if it takes too long
Even if it's too tiring
I stay patient and strong
I just listen to my favorite song
Even though my heart is bleeding
I still keep waiting
Hoping that soon you'll be calling
To stop me from crying
To prevent my heart from breaking
And suddenly I felt something
I've been pretending
I'm always hiding
Oh how embarrasing
These acts I'm showing
The things I'm doing
The words that I'm saying
Keeps my mind grumbling
Keeps my tongue mumbling
Keeps my consience doubting
Am I still Loving
Or just joking