Can I Have You Back?

One time
You wrote to me
You said you missed me
And asked me
If I feel the same


I paused for a while
And simply said I did
But inside my heart
I am crying in sorrow
Missing you so much


You asked how I was
And what happened
After we part
I answered I'm fine
But I'm so incomplete


You asked about my studies
And how I perform
I said its good
But honestly
I perform badly in school


You asked about my lovelife
And who might be my boyfriend
I said I'm peaceful and quiet
But the truth is
That I want you back to me


I always struggle
On how I'll tell you
How I really feel
I might hurt you before
But I want to love you more


You've been nice to me
And did your best
But what did I do?
I ruined everything
Just because of boredom


Just hearing your voice
Makes me want to cry
And apologize for everything
And I want to tell you
How I longed for your touch


Those times I spent with you
Are still clear in my mind
I've been very happy with you
Even though you live from far away
You still gave some time for me


I never saw other things about you
You being nice, being humorous
Being gentle, being loving
Being caring, being understanding
I I've been a fool to let you go


I wasted the chance
That God gave to me
He gave what I wished for
And He gave you to me
But I hurt you so bad


I'm full of regrets
That I let you go
I gave away my life
I gave away my everything
And made me worthless


Will I have another chance
To have you in my arms?
To hold you?
To be with you?
And if I can, I'll give you my everything