Only Memories

Since the last day I saw you, all I can feel is sadness...
I always feel that I will never see you again...
As you walk away from me, I feel that I will be alone again...
My world will become darker than the night...
You are my moon in the night and the sun in the day...
But how can you call a place that has no sun and moon?
There is no light, all you can see is black, emptiness...
How can you long to stay in a world like that?
Even I laugh on the phone, behind that laughs is deep sadness...
I am the only one that knows what I feel inside...
I just wanted to hide my sadness from you
So you will not worry about me...
Becasuse I always wanted to make you happy...
If only I can return on the times that I am with you...
I will never let that day end...
I won't let time end, because its killing me...
When I pass by the places we visited together...
I can feel only a bit happiness and more sadness...
I'm missing you everytime I pass those places...
I am always wishing that you're here always beside me...
If only I can fly, I'll visit you there in your house...
Even in my dreams, I wish I will dream of you always...
I can't help but cry, remembering those happy moments,
That now I am longing to make it happen again...
I am still hoping to see you again...
I am always praying that I can meet you everyday...
I know it is impossible, because of our far distances...
I hope this sadness will end soon...
And see you again...
I Miss You Very Much...