Loneliness Of Mine
By:Richard Billano

I used to look infront of the mirror and i was never satisfied on what i saw.It looks like something missing all through out.if ask you,"are you happy" will you answer me honestly?

Days and days of hopefull expectations were wristling with my mind as i walk through these path." how can it be true and i as go on i can nearly see a wall at the end of path how come im happy when im with my family? when im playing ? and when im alone....you know the fact that your happier when your alone.dont you? lets just think that all of your worries,problems,assignmetns, or even work arent really there at all when where alone.are you happy with the way things work?but that happiness you think is just a simple beggining through the barricades of most feared loneliness.......

I ask for the help for the lord to give me the right knowledge to seek and know the real meaning of g happiness in my life.and i sleep through the night i dream that the lord tells me something i really want to know."The one you are looking for is right infront of you.just wait till the right time comes and happiness yet to come,be aware on the things around you,all these i say..."Its only a dream,but dreams may come true and when that comes,ill be more than ready to hold the truth.

In our lives let us try to recall the happenings through the years.yes i know there are more times that were alone than being happy why?can we be happy and lonely at the same time?does happiness have cost?we know the answer.

Sadness is different from loneliness it is in the matter of understanding and having them happened on us.it takes time when you think about it.how will you get out of this?as for me,im used too.I mean happy im not the only me.Maybe somebodys feeling like this too.

So what was youre answer to my very first question? did it touch ya?well what ever comes it goes what ever drop it flows,remember my words."You yourself and him can only help you out. from loneliness,chances are try to be alone and experience the thrill of being not alone at all and you will have the greatest gift of all.