This is my cat Sam. I do not have him anymore, beacuse he decided to leave home. I once found him a couple months back. I was filled with Joy and prayed he wouldn't leave me again. But then 3 days later I came home from School and found that once again he had left. I guess it was his time to go away from me and God chose for me not to see him die. Even thoug personally I would have liked to see him die so that I would know he is okay.However, it didn't happen like that and I accept that.
I will always mourn the loss of him. He was my boy. Whenever I was sad he would be the one I would go to and cry on. I would talk to him even though he did not talk back I felt as if He knew I was talking to him, and for me that was enough. When I was young I used to put him in Babydoll clothes and pretend he was my baby. I used to put him in my stroller and walk him down the street. Then as I got older I would still pretend he was my kid but not dress him. I would sit in the chair and rock him to sleep then take him in my room and lye him down to sleep. On the nights that I took a shower before bed I would hear him meowing at the door everynow and then to let me know he was there. Then when I got out of the shower and opened the door he would come in and rub against me and then lay down beside my feet or get on the toilet seat and watch me. Then I would brush my teeth and he would leave.So I got my drink and used the restroom and climed into bed But, Sam was there already waiting for me to come to bed.He was a big cat. Twenty- Five pounds to be Exact. The picture above is the only picture I have of him. I will always miss my boy.
~~Amanda
Sam,
If you can see this I want you to know I love you!!! |
