| Not So Simple Life is not so simple for the little girl inside Down in the host the emotions are so hard to hide The loneliness is a mess in a soulful ache Now you know the habit of your heartbreak Did you know I was your love Though you told me lies Through your betrayal and alibis Still holding you as your heart cries The sound of me is lost within your heart Absence is your fondness in being apart You can lie to yourself but not to me Your inner war is your past history You have your wants but not desires Love is the emotion you fear Just to be held very near Just allowing me to love you dear You avoid your dreams which include me Choosing instead a make believe reality Telling yourself that your love is whole When inside your love is out of control It is all the question you avoid Never facing all the knowing Never realizing the reality showing Never following where love is going It is not easy for the little girl inside Running from love with nowhere to hide The song in the dark cries crystal clear In your heart you know I am always here Now you know it was only me Holding you from above Past all you are of There in you is the only love January 3, 2006 |
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