Just when I think I�m over you
I hear you�re name and it all comes rushing back
Why can�t I forget you?
I can�t be with you
I don�t have a chance
And I know that
So why is it so hard for me to give up?
You�re part of my thought process now
And no matter how hard I shake my head
I can�t get rid of your personal brain cells
I hate the fact that I can�t even seem to control
How much of my brain you actually take up.
I let the thoughts flow
Because trying to stop them is like
Putting a brick wall
Between a mace and a wood building.
It�s not going to help any.
Memories of your high school days
Float through my brain like sticks in a flood
They have no direction but they�re on a journey
And they can�t stop till they reach their destination
My heart.
They pound on the doors
but the doors won�t open
my heart won�t let me love.
But the feelings are too strong
They burst through the doors
and cause my heart to pound in a new form
But then I start to see things more realistically
�It�s not gonna happen.�
I tell myself wisely
But by then my heart is drowning
And can�t swim back up.
