| ..::my poetry::.. |
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| ?I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed When nothing falls in favor of I have so many things I would like to explain to you But I don't know just how to communicate I can't take this body shaking Dress and we'll begin Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant So now I've blown it once again, this would have been the last offense and You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face Address full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now And it's the hardest thing for me to shake Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe? Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me With a bayonet for a tongue, Swallow swords inadvertently, And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency I have so many themes; I would love to explain to you Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach, and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.? ********* Copyright� January 2003 Emika Wada |
| ?When the worlds asleep I?m awake and dreaming Of holding your hand, only your hand. So I wish on a star that you feel the same, the same way about me as I feel for you. But the stars are shattered. With nothing but dust for the wind to take and keep. So the night holds my dreams and the stars hold my sleep. The sleep where I cry myself to keep dreaming.? Copyright� September 2004 Emika Wada ************* |
| Eulogy for an Angel <3 ?In a world of despair, our lives will end Some without warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes, we tread on evil ground, with jaded eyes around us each step is scrutinized (in the pouring rain, we speed this car, i try so hard, wish i was more prepared for this time, you shouldn't have passed before me) In this life we lead, a choice will be made Where we go from here, when our time is done At the gates of heaven, angels stare at us May they lead you home to where you'll live in peace? You take without warning (I?ll shut myself up and black out the windows) As we sit and wait (its best to consider me dead as well) Breathe in take a life (i'm hoping in time i'll get over) Breathe out, cleanse your soul (i might be fine when i get older..no way) You took his life I gave you mine, to ease the pain of my soul, to show you how much he?s meant to me I will fight for our lives and take them to our graves In a world of despair, our lives will end Some with out warning, while others die by design Under watchful eyes we tread on evil ground, with jaded eyes around us, each step is scrutinized I will defy you The evil from above Open my mind Let you in I will not forgive the sins you made You took his life from me. ? Copyright� March 2003 Emika Wada |
| ?Now all this time you had her going Never a chance of her knowing But the truth will always find a way To shine through, and force only dismay Your secrets lie inside Your sea can't rise, in time Your dreams are wearing thin Nightmares resulting from what you did.? Copyright� October 2004 Emika Wada ?I want to be what can bring you on your knees And scream for everything, everything you've ever dreamed I want to be everything you?ve ever believed Anything you want, is what im meant to be Because i feel nothing without the pieces of you and im nothing without pieces of you? Copyright� November 2004 Emika Wada |
| ?If I hadn't made me I would've been made somehow If I hadn't assembled myself Id?ve fallen apart by now If I hadn't made me I'd be more inclined to bow Powers that would have swallowed me up, but thats more than I can allow If you let them make you, they'll make you paper-mache At a distance your strong until the wind comes, then you crumble and blow away. If you let them fuck you, there will be no foreplay. But rest assured they'll screw you complete 'til your ass is blue and grey. You should make amends with you. If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? If I hadn't made me I'dve fallen apart by now I wont let em' make me, it's more than I can allow. So when I make me I wont be paper-mache. And if I fuck me.... I'll fuck me in my own way. Ill fuck me in my own way You should make amends with you If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? Make Yourself.? Copyright� April 2003 Emika Wada |
| ?Tomorrow is your birthday beautiful. Hows it gunna be to turn 14... Send me a dream and let me know, cause i havent seen your beaufiul face in more then a year... and last time i saw it, it didnt have a smile on it. So ill smile, to make up for all of your smiles that we all miss. Because i know we all miss your smiles, even if they were only for show. ? I W I L L A L W A Y S R E M E M B E R Y O U R L A S T S M I L E < / 3 Copyright� April 2003 Emika Wada |
| ?If I woke up alone I won't stop till i'll find you and you are with me cause by now, I know you better than you know yourself and I know what you really need what you need, or I need but either way this is where you should be here with me, or ill bleed so much that you wont believe? Copyright� December 19th 2004 Emika Wada Its because she knows who she really loves?. And that shes loved him all along. That?s how she allowes herself to cry Copyright� 2003 Emika Wada |
| Again ?Would you make me smile, and cry Live, and die Not alone, but all at once At one particular time Would you let me catch your breath When your words of meaning came flowing out Would you hold me again If I showed you what my poems of meaning were about Would you let me sink in, so deeply in? Lost in your ever-loving Breath taking grip? Or would you let me trip?? Don?t let me trip I can?t fall without you catching me You?re my only fantasy Please can you never get off of me Hold me and never let go of me Why cant your constant stare keep watching me Why cant I be caressed again, And close my closet door again With only you there Watching me? Copyright� 2004 Emika Wada |
| At that particular time love had challenged me to stay In that particular moment I knew not to run away In every girls life there is a boy shell never forget, and the summer where it all began You?re so fucking special Regret is how I spell my name In light of what I have done How can you not feel the same? I said that I don?t need you, But im a liar I swear I do I do A lesson learned is a picture burned Copyright� ???? Emika Wada |
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