My Secret
by Nick E Costantino
There is this girl I've had strong feelings towards from some time ago,
I really wanted to tell her but just couldn't let her know.
She has so much going for her in so many ways, I just can't explain,
When I see her going though bad times it just drives me insane.
She has beauty, warmth and a true love dying to break free and shine,
But because of alot of really bad choices, I listen to alot of whine.
The funny part is I don't mind it as much as I say I do,
Because I try to put a smile on her face so she won't be blue.
It's really ironic how we both think alike when it comes to love,
But just it's like a slippery fish we both just can't get hold of.
I know I am insane for writing this, because no one will ever see,
How much I do care about her and knowing it will never be.
It's amazing strange that even when we argue and fight, we can't stay mad,
And how I can always get a smile even when she's the saddest of sad.
Sometimes I just want to let out a scream and really just shout,
If she would just realize how truely alike we really are, there would be no doubt.
How do you tell someone that you care for them and have so deep a feeling?
That she is the one that you believe could start your hearts healing.
I guess there is no way of telling someone who doesn't feel the same,
But if she ever desided ~ the love is hers to claim.