Here are a few poems i have wrote.

I wrote this one last month.

"stigma"

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I haven't felt the same since

The first listen i knew.

I knew it wasnt the same as others before.

You know that part of your soul??

Where love lives?

Where pain hides only to haunt you later?

Well, i felt a little tug,

and i knew it had been touched.

So here i sit tonight,

thinking of your smile,

arms, and the sharing of our bodies.

here i am tonight,

and instead of thinking happy thoughts

I worry.

My mind beats me up once again.

"he will leave you" the voice says

"He will break your heart!!" it screams.

I sit and ponder these words spoken inside my head.

So, again I put up the wall.

I hide the real me, replaced by the hard shelled turtle waxed being.

Again fear has placed a stigma on my heart.

So, i sit and cry once more.

"heart shaped box" 6-96

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In a box I keep my heart

away from sadness and pain

only touched by love, only touched by joy

secret loves live inside

nothing i dont want to hide

calm and friendly i become

never want to not have fun

always careful

always safe

My heart is in a very confident place

It's in a box, safe and sound

My true heartache will never be found

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"Online"

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To feel your fingertips touch my delicate soft skin

I want to feel you again and again

Our lips sweetly touch

and our tongues begin to explore

The time consumed in fantasy,

I want you more and more

I wanna feel your hands

squeeze my sides as i cling tightly to yours

To sleep next to you, to feel the warmth

inside, as well as out

I wish you were here

to make this dream come true

but for now,

your voice and words will see me through

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a short one

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I talked to him the other day.

His words defy mine.

His yells make me sound cowardly

He makes me feel small.

almost non exhistant.

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Warning: a few lines came from tv. I will put "'s around them, so i dont break any copyrights or anything:)

YOU

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I thought with you

I kissed you

I kissed your cheek

I kissed your lips, and then finally you kissed back.

"Like a hungry man finding food"

My lips taste yours

"My legs tango with yours"

my emotion is expressed in each quick thrust

my breath gets harder to breathe

as i reach out and touch your chest, telling you to slow down so i can catch my breath.

My passion is released as I blow in your ear and whisper my innermost thoughts

I say "i love you"

-So i lied

For i only love the vibes i recieve.

and the forever flowing tingles of every soft touch

deep within your soul

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