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just as long as i'm dead.
everything is beating on me,
it's beating in my head.
i'm nothing till it kills me,
nothing is what you said.
it doesn't work unless the blood pours from me,
why aren't i dead?
why do these fukking voices only talk inside my fukking head?
goddamnit, fukking kill me, fukking kill me,
but how can you kill something that has always been dead?
always dead.
always so fukking dead.
~tainted*fairy~
one sweet little cut
all it ever takes to numb my pain.
i'll just cut till it bleeds through your everything
looking for my answer,
searching for my cure,
everything is perfect,
when i'm in the grasp of my razor blade savior.
~tainted*fairy~
my voice is lost
the airs calmless is broken
time has stopped
as my life has
i ask as i pray...
will you come today?
give me sleep that never ends
i am invisible, i don't need to hide
you can't see me...
yet i am by your side
nothing gained and nothing lost
i would commit suicide...
had i not already died
~lauren~
from the world as it is and i can't break free,
do i want to break free from the hold,
and face the world that's brutal and cold?
can't anyone hear me,
can't anyone see
my pain and pleas, just answer me!
i feel all alone in a world by myself,
like a toy no one wants, alone on a shelf,
this was not what life was supposed to be,
life should've ended along time ago for me.
~lauren~
they give me no love, so i look elsewhere
they take care of me not, so i take care of myself
they never call, so i forget them
they want to come back, so i push them away
they keep trying, i turn my back
they keep doing wrong, so i no longer care
they act like fools, so i hate more than love
they push me so far, so i die inside
who understands me when i cry all day into the night?
who understands me when my life falls apart?
i cannot hide my feelings much longer
i can only put on a smile and pretend all is good
who understands me when i need them to understand...
no one
~lauren~
grey and blue shifting uniforms...
marching on swollen feet,
carrying stretchers with dead bodies,
piles of dead bodies...
stench,
death,
hallow eyes.
shaved heads;
flesh so thin,
stretched like pale canvas over the bones of the dead...
the wind was low...
the night was still,
and i wept...
~Dogma~
sometimes i feel like i have to make myself beautiful
to hide how sick i feel inside.
i smile at you and pray you can't see past all the beauty.
pray that you can't see the tears in my eyes...
and fear in my heart that i won't make it see tomorrow.
sometimes i wish you would just see me...
sick...
sad...
beautiful...
whatever i may be.
~Cleo~
Show me how your heart bleeds,
When you ask me to forgive,
I need at least some physical,
proof,
That i should still try to live,
Show me how your lungs expand,
When you sigh so close to,
tears,
I need some sort of sign to show,
Why i wasted all these years,
Show me how your eyes dry up,
When you fail to blink too long,
And i will return all the pain,
that i felt,
When i committed your memory to,
song.
~GothicRaver34~
i am dispair
i am everything that u fear
i am something u know nothing about
u can not avoid me
i am death
~deathspawn246~
*Melankolly's Cyanide Asylum*
~melankolly~