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| ����������� Okay, fasten your seatbelts.� We're going for another bumpy ride.� I was talking to my mom one night and we were on the subject of L-O-V-E.� I really didn't know that my mom was quite a romantic when it comes to such things.� She was telling me that sometimes it's better not to go searching for love.� I believe her exact words were, "It'll just happen -- sort of like an accident.� And I remembered thinking in my head, "Sure, it will Mom...sure it will."� Boy, was I ever wrong because this time, fate has decided to mess with me. | ||||||||||
| ����������� And so good ol' FATE has brought me LOVE at a time when I wasn't even expecting it.� Yes, sort of like that accident that my mom was talking about.� I don't really mind except this time, it's different.� He's a friend -- a real good friend.� And he has the power to lift my spirits when I'm down, to make me smile at the right moment at the right time.� He looks at me as if I have no faults.� He looks at me as his savior.� He looks at me and sees me for who I really am.� He looks at me and accepts my craziness and me.� He knows when I'm having a bad day or maybe when I'm just too tired from all the running around that I do.� He just knows, period. | ||||||||||
| ����������� I'm scared and ecstatic at the same time.� I'm happy that he makes me happy.� I'm sad because I don't want any of this to end one day, though I know that's inevitable.� I feel so secure when he puts his arms around me -- like he's never going to let me go.� I like the way my hand fits in his hand -- it's like they were molded just right.� I like it when his shoulder catches my head.� I like putting my ear to his chest and listening to his heartbeat and knowing that at that moment it beats for me.� The other day, he told me he loved me and I questioned it.� I even told him not to say it unless he meant it.� Little did I know that he probably DID mean it.� I guess all things happen for a reason -- whether it be accident or planned. I don't know. We'll have to have one of our talks about destiny again. Meet me at the batcave -- same bat time -- same bat channel. I'll be waiting. XOXO, Roselle |
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