RELEASE
Today I officially ended a chapter in my life -- a chapter that included you. It was fun while it lasted but for the last three weeks I was left wondering where our relationship was headed. You wouldn't say it and I don't dare think of the inevitable. But today I made the decision that it will be best if we end all this here and now. A decision that will benefit both of us. I have no regrets of what happened between us. I even thank you for the experience. Though I must admit that it may take a while before I learn to trust my heart with someone who'll care for it more the next time around. Yet I can only hope. For you had done the exact opposite of what you had promised not to do in the beginning. Empty promises and wishful thinking was what you gave me and for those few months, I enjoyed it. I liked hearing the thought that you wanted to spend forever with me. I liked hearing you say that no matter what you will be there for me. And now I sit here and wonder whatever happened to those promises. Where are you now that I need you? I have but one regret in this so-called scenario and that is that I will never find out if "we" would have worked out. And I ask you the same question, Could we have been something? As the song goes, "..the answer, my friend is blowing in the wind." I release you and thus release myself as well from a burden of this so-called love. And now I say goodbye. I don't know however if this goodbye is forever. Fate may chance to cross our paths again as it did a few months back. Perhaps I should say, "Until we meet again" instead. I know that I'll never forget you. That as time passes, you'll hold a spot in my heart that'll be there until the day I die. So I have but one thing left to say now. "Fly away my friend, you're free to soar! I hope you find what you were looking for."