.*.Pleasant Momo.*.

Entries taken from my xanga 'Allusions"

January 16, 2005

Hello! Today I went to the theatre watching movies. Sneeked 2 movies. I know bad! My dad insist though! We wern't the only one though. XD Watch White Noise freaking scary can't sleep tonight. Elektra good movie and Racing Stripes sad movie. What else that's about it. Wondered around the mall to kill time so open house can be over soon. Came home at 4:57 P.M. Open House was not open today, so stupid. I wanted to buy more Kaikan Fureisu vol 4-5 but had no time. I'm car sick. Staying on there makes me feel sick inside cuz of yesterday? I have to do a whole buncha homework.

List to do before Tuesday

*Get Health note Sign for xtra credit
*Finish Algebra Homework
*Do essay for English 1st draft due on Tues.
*Excercise and eat healthy get fit<----Trying to loose some weight ^^'

~Yoshimi

January 15, 2005

Hello! I'm so tired right now. I hate moving and surely I do not want to move. But It cannot be helped. I regret moving and I'm too lazy to actually comment back people. Sorry you guys. I hope you will understand. I didn't make this layout but I thought it is cute. For once I actually put on a anime layout. I have so much to do. I have alot to tell as well. For today I spent 7 hrs away from my home cuz of open house. It was stupid. I went to swapmeet I hate that place but got my self a new set of anime called KareKano. Very Hyper anime at frist but I got used to it. It's so cute! Lol well yeah anyways I sent Karina 2 letters. I wonder if she got oit yet. I'm so tired I'm tired. I can't describe the feeling when I was in the Van alot of times go around trying to find things to do. I'm car sick. It's horrible. The worst I fear is if I still will go to my school I hope so and I will pray for it. mom says I can but I won't believe her. She always change her mind if she wants to. I hate it! I will beg her to let me stay at the school and beg her to move to a apartment near my school I will brag her into it too. The only high school I want to go is only the school Iw ant to finish. I have no intention in leaving the school I really like. I want to go to school on Monday but school is off that day. So much has happened. Do you want to know? I feel I must spill it out so someone can know. I should update my pleasant_momo @ geocities website. Notting much may change though. But something wonderful happened. I have a crush on this Senior since the beginning of school. It's a loong story but my friends did the strangest thing just for me. They went up to him and ask him if they could take a pik of him. And let me tell you 8 pple were in my group including me 2 left to take piks of him. He was with many many friends. Which made me wanna burst away running. But I couldnt. My friends told this one girl who I was. I'm not sure if he saw me though. Hope not. The girl told him in korean about it and he smiled saying why? my friend said. "For a remembrence." He said okay and he posed. It was too much! T^T Now I can't wait till the piks develope. I must sound like a stalker huh? Sorry! I'm not! XD After school my friends held me down so I can tell him. I didn't. And I discover he's 20. O_O He's sooo... (silence) but age shouldn't matter right? Maybe I should get over it and just be friends with him. Before he goes and graduates and before I move and might not go to the same school I must tell him my feelings. One day I'll have courage. Till now maybe not. I'm such a wimp. Or maybe is it because I want to be love by some one? It's confusing. Have you felt this way before? Anyways I have 2 homework to do and it sucks! A essay and a lot of homework from my Professor. Evil him! Well I'll stop her. I thank anyone who commented me. But Lately I havn't been commenting back. I'm just busy. XD I'll try to though. Well Got to go!

~Yoshimi

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