I left Mary all alone in that horrible, horrible place. Please don't let her get herself in trouble. Just let me have that much. I swear I will never leave her alone again; I don't care how bad I want a home pass. She's probably asleep right now, it's 11:24 at night & I'd bet she cried before she went to sleep. Oh god, that's too much to bear. I'm done.
1/31/04 OOOk today was actually cool... Just ran around all day, got a Metalica hoody & I dropped off some chips & soda at the unit for the kids not lucky enough to be on pass (& to check on Mary) She's ok! she was actually happy when I saw her. That meant the world to me... Gods, This is good for once.
6/8/04 Wow... I'ts been a while since I wrote in here.... That could be a partial reason why noone ever comes here anymore... That & I'm not putting myself out on the net enough... Oh well... I got discharged (permanently left for the slightly less intelectual of us) from placement on the 28 of last month which is really cool because now I have a band that is really good going... The name is Voice Of Reason. Mary gets out in 10 more days from today! I can't wait... Her & I are now engaged... Ahhhhhhh... how cu... SHUT UP! I've been doing alot of hanging out with friends lately & everythings just going great I guess.. Except for when the depression hits then it all just goes to shit. & I got a job but they're saying at the age of 17 I still need a work permit? That does not make sense.... Meh.. fuck it... Talk L8er all....