after much mental debate i feel kind of crappy. i think anyway.. i really truly just wanted to die this morning. its been a while since i felt that way and you know why? because i couldn't find my necklace. i wanted to curl up in the road and wait until a car ran me over. im not trying to be funny!! every day i live i shut out the world a little more and the more i shur it out the more i want to show everybody my pictures and feelings and every quiet peice of insanity i've hidden away. i wish i had voices in my head to keep me company.

-the green notebook