by Christopher Graham Colin Norris-2000
Slice my skin
Peel open my bloody wound
Crawl inside
See that without another
There is nothing left within me
I want to hold nothing back
I want to give it all
And keep nothing for me
I would sell my soul
In order for my dream to become real
And yet I know this will not happen
Fate is not on my side
In my life I am on my own
To find and walk my path
I have no guidance
Noone to show me the way
And I am weak, and without confidence
And yet even now
You hold my heart
Rest your head on my bare chest
I bury my nose in the hair of your head
I can smell your sweetness
Feel your soft warm touch
I know you are there
For a moment we are one
My heart wants to stop
To capture the moment for all time
Please understand me
I fear so much
I feel so alone
When we are near I feel alive
But I dont even know you
Or even if you exist
I have never seen you
I have never heard you
Who are you, and where
I want you now
Please find me
How will I know you when you come?
Fuck this reality, and whAt is right
I want beauty, I want pure
I want it all for me
All forever
I dont care if I dont deserve
This is all I ask in life
I truly want nothing more than the perfect one
To be with me
And to love me for all eternity
Please show me that you exist.............