| My Friends........ |
| I often wonder about friends, and who the real ones are, and how we can tell the difference between the real ones and the ones who are with us until we need them. My friend Amber told me that a true friends is someone who stays when you lose, an untrue friend is someone who asks for more when you win. |
| Colorful The show is over close the storybook There will be no encore And all the random hands that I have shook Well they�re reaching for the door I watch their backs as they leave single file But you stood stubborn, cheering all the while I know I can be colorful I know I can be gray But I know this loser�s living fortunate Cause I know you will love me either way Most were being good for goodness sake But you wouldn�t pantomime You are more beautiful when you awake Than most are in a lifetime Through the haze that is my memory well You stayed for drama though you paid for a comedy I know I can be colorful I know I can be gray But I know this loser�s living fortunate Cause I know you will love me either way Look ahead as far as you can see We�ll live in drama but we�ll die in a comedy I know I can be colorful... |
| The song beside this is by the Verve Pipe, only in my dreams can i have friends like that.....true i do have friends, good friends, but who will be there when i fall, everyone has expectations that i can't handle...i contemplate running away quite often.....but running won't solve anything, or so i'm told. I should stay and ask straight out if my friends will be there if i fall...but who would answer that question honestly if they wouldn't? |
| Most all of my friends have lied to me at one time or another, sometimes to my face, sometimes when they don't have to look at me. Maybe i'm being a bitch by questioning my friends but honestly, have you ever questioned yours? I am told by many that a true friend will stand out a mile away....but with all this calculated artificiality, who can tell one face from the next? I hope my friends don't take this personally, maybe it's me i should be questioning and believe me i question myself everyday..... |
| A NOTE: To anyone whos told me i would never make it..... THANK YOU! it's people like you that make me stronger. To anyone who's helped me along the way: THANK YOU! It's people like you that keep me going |