February 6, 2002
so i signed up for beartraks activation yesterday, and i got it today. so
now i will be able to make full use of berkeley's recruiting/interviewing
engine. i looked on there about 5 minutes ago, and scanned through some of
the jobs. i was almost afraid to actually look at it, like i mentioned
before. i know, im a wimp.
but i know that looking at it would make me feel all inferior again. but
what the heck. it's not like i have much of a choice. i can either get a
job or starve. and with my father's (and the Bible's) insistence and
reassurance that God has something great planned for me, why am i so
scared? i shouldnt be. it's His world anyway. He's got the whole world in
His hands, and He's gonna take care of me regardless.
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