November 28, 2001
So ive been having some weird, weird dreams the past two nights, and they
were pretty vivid as well, so i remember them. the first happened on
sunday night. in the dream, i was in my apartment, and the phone rings.
but of course, it's a dream, so it's not actually my place in real life,
but i still think of it as my place. weird...anyway, so i answer the
phone, and it's a friend of mine who goes to Cal. she asks me if i want to
marry her. in my head, im thinking, "no, i dont want to marry her because
i actually like someone else...but i hate saying no to people." so just
like in real life, i say yes when i really want to say no. it was weird.
there was some other stuff in that dream that was kinda random, i dont
really remember what happened then. but when i woke up the following
morning, for a second i wondered if what happened in the dream was
real. that scared me for a second, cuz i had agreed to a marriage
that i didnt want to be in, no offense to the girl. weird.
anyway, on monday night, i had another dream that i remember. it wasnt
as freaky as the previous one, but fun just the same. So im outdoors, and
Lillian, Laura, and Americana come walking up to me. They look very happy,
and theyre holding pieces of paper. They come up to me, all excited, and
tell me that they were able to see an early showing of "The Fellowship of
the Ring," the first installment of the Lord of the Rings trilogy. They
also got certificates that said something like they were among the first
100 people to see it. They were all saying how great the movie was, how
cool it was, and how they wanted to see it again. Even Americana was
saying that...and he has almost no interest in watching the movie. in
fact, Americana derives pleasure from saying stuff like, "the movie is
gonna suck. it's gonna bomb. it's maybe worth watching on video, not the
theater" and then watching me react violently and yell that it is gonna be
super wonderful.
well, ARod didnt show up this time, like in a previous dream. but these were just as vivid
and fun...
oh yes, and speaking of which, last time, in the previous dream thought, i
said that i would have a girlfriend only in my dreams, not in real
life, and that was and is true.
now im married in my dreams. sheesh, what's next? kids? that would be
interesting. ive never had a dream where i had kids...though my father
did. it was some time before my brother Mark was born, but my mother was
pregnant with him. My parents didnt know if he was going to be a boy or
girl. But my dad has this dream one night that im in a barn, and im
playing with a little boy like a year old or something, someone my father
has never seen before. he asks me who it is, and i say it's my baby
brother...and lo and behold, on august 24, 1981, my brother is born, and
ends up looking just like the baby in the dream. cool, eh?
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