June 14, 2001
Hi. I know it's been a while since i updated, and i apologize for that.
Also, i apologize for the quality of my last couple thoughts (joyce). They
were pretty sucky. I guess that's what happens to my writing after a night
of no sleep...sheesh...no wonder all the essays i've written for school
ever have been so bad :)
So i have been applying for jobs lately. They are all SAT tutoring
related. The reason I am applying to these jobs is because they pay well,
and i actually did decently on the SAT (i know, it's shocking, i did well
on something academically related), so it's like the only thing i have
confidence in or "leverage" as i see it when i am applying for these jobs.
So i have been applying, but the responses have been coming slowly, and in
the meantime, ive been watching my bank account, and it's not pretty. I have had to go into some interviews and
stuff...and they have asked for my transcript. Yikes. I do not like
looking at my transcript, cuz it sucks, and it makes me feel bad. This has
made me think. Why is it that some people just have that motivation to get
it going and just do what they have to do, especially in school, without
being forced to do so? And why am i not one of those people? Stupid
introspection. Ok. I don't know why I never do anything about it and
complain all the time about it.
But that has been all that I've been doing lately. That and i went to our
career center and talked to the pre-health pro there about dental school.
It appears as though I have another year or two of school after i graduate
from college (2002). That I am kinda anticipating right now...being able
to study subjects directly responsible to my future as a dentist. But then
again, so do my academic studies now.
It's not good being idle in the summertime. To have no responsibilities.
All i do is sit around, mostly and waste time. Precious time. I'm going to
go read.
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