so this past wednesday was valentine's day. i guess i will talk about that. i didn't have a valentine, so i did nothing special on that day. seeing as how i've never had a valentine, and i haven't celebrated valentine's day since elementary school, when we had to bring cards and candy for everyone in the class, this particular day was no more special than any other. but i guess the age i am at now, 22, is when people start thinking about the future and marriage and having permanent valentines. i haven't thought about it THAT much, seeing as how i don't even have anyone in mind that i even want to ask out...well...maybe there's someone, heh...but still, marriage and even a girlfriend seems a long way off. im pretty sure that's for the best, though. i can barely manage my own time, and other serious commitments in my life would take away more time from my schoolwork...actually let me take that back. i dont spend anytime on schoolwork in the first place, so i guess that can't happen. haha. how sad.
anyway, i guess that is about all i have to say for now. i apologize for not writing anything particularly stimulating. i'll try harder next time, maybe use my brain for once. if you have any comments or questions, feel free to email me.
well. i had quite an interesting experience on the way to church tonight. i was quite tired, having been up since 6:30am. so on the freeway, i actually nodded off a bit. i did everything i could, but couldn't stay awake. so i fell asleep for a few seconds. when i woke up, i was quite close to a car diagonally ahead of me to the right. i swerved in time, but it made me think how close i was to getting into an accident. this woke me from my drowzy state, but also made me think of how jacked i could have been...and how God really actually does look out for me. it was weird, but good...the first time that i can remember thinking "thank God" instead of "boy was i lucky." i hope that i can have God on my mind more often from now on...He cares for me in EVERY way. how great He is and how fortunate i am!