April 30, 2001


So on Saturday we had Senior Banquet. I want to say that I am truly grateful to all the Juniors, Sophomores, and Freshmen who took the time out to work on it. It was really great. I had a great time, and I thought that it was very nice that we could all spend time to pray together at the end. Today I was on AIM, like I am every day, and I was able to talk to Terry Fu. For those who don't know her, she was a senior at Cal when I was a freshman (1997-1998). She was a part of FiCB as well, and a very nice person. Anyway, talking to her brought back memories of my freshman year, and participating in Senior Banquet and all that stuff. Although I am not leaving Cal for another year, it's definitely true that time flies. I don't know where all the years went. Amazing. One day I am just moving into Bowles my freshman year, and the next thing I know, I am at my Senior Banquet. Fortunately, I can say that these 4 years have been great. Although I could have, should have, done some things differently, I had a good time anyway. But I guess writing all this stuff is sorta not very climactic for me. I have another year in school left, which I am looking forward to. It should be interesting, and totally different from what I am doing now.

One thing I do think about is who I will keep in touch with when people leave Berkeley. I was talking about this with a friend the other night, and they were wondering if our friendship, which had been growing quickly as of late, would degenerate in the future when they moved away. I thought no, because we had begun to become better friends and not just be nice acquaintances, so it wouldn't. But I think the bigger issue lies in simple keeping in contact altogether. I find it quite difficult to have email-pals or AIM friends who I KNOW I will never see in person again. It's like, what's the point. Even if I will happen to see the person again, but in the far far future, and only for a little while, that still dampens the desire to kit, I think. Even the most valient of efforts to maintain a close, even a frienldly relationship would be thwarted, I think. Sad, but true. So what will I do? Will I simply lose contact with everyone I don't see regularly? It's sad to think that this will happen, but it very well may be. But there can be exceptions. For instance, if I had a "special" relationship with some lady friends, that might motivate me to kit, like the prospect of MARRIAGE. Ok. Lame. No. WIshful thinking. Look at that. Peter always talking about girls and relationships. And the answer is no, I don't think about anything else.
See you next time.

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