April 23, 2001
So a wonderful thing happened to me today...I got my backpack
stolen/lost!! Woohoo!! What an opportune time to lose my ONE notebook that
has ALL my subjects in it, and my Anthro Reader!! YAY!! Alright. So I lost
all my stuff. Fortunately I wasn't I don't know how. I think someone just
took it. What
happened was I was eating dinner at Unit3 DC with a bunch of guys, and I
put my bag in the locker but didn't lock it. Who uses a lock on those
lockers anyway? Not many people, I don't think. Others I came with didn't
use locks. But anyway, after dinner, I went to get my bag and lo and
behold, my bag is gone. Sophomores Kevin and Daniel helped me look through
all the lockers, but to no avail. My bag was gone. So with the help of
Judy Choi, I searched around Unit 3, and made signs and posted them up. I
don't know what good that will do, but I hope, I hope, I hope, that
someone will be nice enough to return my stuff. Losing my bag sucks, but I
will live. But ALL my stuff for ALL my classes will be hard to
replace...oh well. It happened for a reason. Maybe so i will get my tired
butt out of my apartment and off to working on my papers and stuff. And
maybe so I won't feel so invincible, that nothing bad can happen to me
ever, because it can. My life is fleeting. I am the all singing, all
dancing crap of the world. I am not a unique snowflake (Fight Club).
Ok. Onto a new subject. So last summer, as some people know, I had the
hots for this one girl who I only met for a week. For some reason, I
thought she was totally awesome, and like was gonna propose to her and
everything. Too bad i couldn't afford a ring. Haha. Ok. I wasn't gonna
propose to her, but she made an IMMEDIATE impression on me. I only knew
her for like a week, but that was enough. I tried to keep in email contact
with her, but she wrote me back only once. Anyway, I heard what had
happened to her from a mutual acquaintance, and what had happened is that
she was engaged to get married, and she will be going on missions. Wow.
She is a junior in college, and she will be getting married. 21 years of
age...I don't know what that means, but I know that for myself, at the age
of 22, I am not even CONSIDERING marriage AT ALL. It is far from my mind.
I mean, if the right person comes along, I am open to it, but right now, I
don't see it happening. I think this girl I used to like is pretty mature
and stuff, but marriage?? I guess she knew what she wanted out of life and
a husband, and she got it. Such big life decisions...I can't help but to
just be amazed. Heh.
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