"And in knowing anything you know it as you know it, you know it at the time you are knowing it ... but at no time of knowing is there anything but knowing ...."
-----Gertrude Stein
But I could never understand Miss Zero. That is and to say that is to say implies a misunderstanding. But as I say I could never understand her I mean what I say. The but does as much at least as this will ever be. More than at least possibly too the only way it ever was. That was and this is and to imply a misunderstanding of this is is to leave even without a before of a but and only an implication. So now you see we must begin now.
This is a terribly joyous time to be a fanciful moment in time. That is to say it is a joyously terrible moment to time. Miss Zero would never. She never would always. It was always only a moment even always only a moment in time. She would never time inside of time. Now but even though Miss Zero would never always and always never inside of time time the moment fanciful terribly outside of time she does oh she does oh she does.
Now wonder has bled her eyes at least yet also this is the only way it was. Having a then thought of advantage the then thought wonder and the then thought of wonder - it is not she who wonders - ponders. She has placed a ponder upon any wonder and of this she is not guilty. Now after but it is the blood within her eyes without time which causes the ponder. If she does Miss Zero Miss Zero she does in a fanciful moment in a terribly joyous time.
People talk to time the terrible time the joyous moment. Back forth up down around subject. The distance is kept apart - the distance between time and talk - from the talk. It is a part of the people. Talk and distance are only at least and only parts of the people. The subject is apart.
Must must must must must you have an answer. She never would inside of time. Oh always it seemed she never would. What I have is no answer that is that is to say you will never rach a must in me. Never never never. There is simply no must in me to give you. I gave all my nevers in time all my always terribly joyous and I am not guilty. Never will you reach easy to say but true you will never reach but true. I have no before but now only a but now which is no more. She now forgets the words which they misunderstood.
But I could but I could never understand Miss Zero. She holds too much in a that is for me to define her ends those at least being my sights before a but in the only way. I saw see will see I know I saw see will see. She knows see through the blood in her eye by wonders being the only things at least she can ponder. Proof is wanted and here it is. We circle back to before the but to string the before upon the but but balance alongside the definition after the but. Back forth up down around the before the but. She reaches too much to wish a balance. Let us say she is the balance which she cannot wish for as she holds back the but.
We see before the balance we hear after the but. Let us see the sounds at least and only as a later before and ignore what they might say after a later but. That she cannot be defined is her balance that there is too much to hold the only definition.
Miss Zero charts a time outside of time by the clear blood in her eye. It is a terribly joyous time and she now knows it. It is a fanciful moment yet the talk does not see it. It is it yet we say what.
We see Miss Zero take down a chart to dry it. After and before the but the chart is burnt. She knows it is the only dry way to keep.
Never never never never. That is I will never burden you with. I will keep it instead to watch you come closer and to hear the but and to see the fanciful moment. A clear blood in my eye has made it terribly joyous to be here terribly joyous causing me to ponder. Let us burn it all the same.
But now.
� 2004 by john e
