Joey's Diary, Entry One
He told me it meant nothing. He said it was just an impulse, that had left
his body. But for some reason, I don't believe him.
After spending a bizarre sleep-over with Andie and Jen, I don't know, it's
like something inside of me changed. I told Jen about the kiss. After telling
Bessie about it, and she had no answers or help for that matter, she told me
turn to someone uninvolved. And who's less involved more than Jen? The main
reason I talked to her, was because there was no one else. I couldn't talk to
Dawson or Pacey, for the obvious reasons. Andie was out of the question
because she's Pacey's ex-girlfriend, and if I tell Jack he might tell Andie.
So Jen was basically my last hope. Her response to my predicament was
laughable, I literally thought she was crazy. She insinuated that Pacey had
feelings for me, or I for him. That was probably the defining moment of the
evening, well, after going roller-skating in our pajamas.
But after talking to Pacey the next morning, I don't know, things changed. I
watched him walk away with that kid, Buzz. Maybe I was hoping he'd turn
around and tell me it didn't mean nothing, that it meant something. Or maybe
I'm just going nuts.
But if that kiss meant nothing, then why can't I stop thinking about it.
About the kiss. About Pacey.
Entry Two
