| Today is . . .(or maybe isn't, depending on if im lazy) |
| 5/6/02 -- ahh, yea, sorry about the lack of updates there, supposedly my site was gonna be down and such. anywhoo, it was a normal old weekend . . . well, not really, but i can pretend. friday we stayed late again, then went to dinner (family plus ben and tiff). yadda yadda, etc etc, saturday we went shopping! i finally bought a swimsuit, but my mom wasn't too happy about the price (she thought it was a lot of money for a little bit of frabic) and so it involved a lot of walking back and forth between target and old navy until i finally got the one i wanted! and we also went to the mall: i got the tanktop i really really like from AE, and aeropostale was soooo lame!! ah well, maybe itll be better next season. that night me and tiff camped out in the backyard (oh comeon, you have to act like a child at least ONCE IN AWHILE!) and my dad grilled out . . . t'was yummy! we had a lot of shrimp :-D oh, and tiffy let me read her diary, it was fun ;-) we also went to kettle pond and stop and go that day . . . it was just general fun (although tiffy accidently took my tanktop homy :-( whaa) sunday justin came over and it was fun and such and i really really missed him cause we didn't get to see eachother most of the weekend. and our phone stopped working (it was having "issues") so he left his cell phone behind so he could talk to me -- it was cool. and letsee, today (aka monday, incase you can't figure that part out :-P) screwed up another math test (grr . . .), ate a whole lot of fruit loops, got about 1/2 way done with data for the mapping unit (trust me, thats much easier said than done) we read for english (i finished my quotes!!), basked in the sun durring lunch, got new seats in chinese, revieed for the final in psych (wendsday!!) and did the same ol' same ol' in health. now im at work (eating, not working :-P) and i've finished my homework (technically) and im hoping i can FINALLY get my hair cut tonight . . . we shall see! i have quotes to do and sorting to work out whit the site, so i'd better stop blabbering my @$$ off . . . |
| 5/7/02 -- i thought MONDAY was supposed to be the worst day of the week . . . apparently not! because monday passed by splendidly, but today was utter crap -- i can only hope things will get better from here! letsee, i had some serious problems with the weather and some really insane forecasters . . . GRRR! uh, yea, lets just say i was really cold this morning (by the end of science i couldn't feel my hands) and the afternoon was rather warm, and i overdressed for the first forecast i heard today. uh, yea. anywhoo, lunch was bad, just flat out bad. if things continue going how they are i a) will lose any resemblence to sanity i seem to miraculously retain and b) give up completely and stop caring at all. i really would love to tell you what i am referencing, but - no. people have a right to privacy so i will not bring these issues to light at the moment. but lets just say, if she dies, we all tried as hard as we could and i guess it wasn't good enough! also, i am at wits end about my health teacher -- AHHHH!!! uh yea, i know 2 points wont be that big of a deal with my grade, but its the principle of it all! basically, the problem is that i have no goals in life so, according to my teacher, i am gonna end up doing drugs. i know i know, it doesnt make sense, but theres is a bit of reasoning in there that helps to clarify the "logic" used. and incase anyone is really wondering, I HAVE NO GOALS IN LIFE!!! i just want to live my life, and no amount of planning will affect that -- why bother with goals??? and even so, my one and only true life goal isn't exactly something i could say aloud without being considered totally insane (which is debatable in the first place) so its best not to talk about ". . ." ;-) but, uhh, yea, i guess i'll be staying a little late after school tomorrow to clarify things w/ my teacher (as if staying late today weren't enough!) and UGH! it'll just be a bad afternoon for me . . . but today was okay, AFTER i left school!! aside from the fact that i can barely stay standing whenever i get up, things seem to be going rather well. my parents are going to hooters again though, so it'll be a long boring evening at work . . . *sigh* i'll live! someone call me! for the love of bob just call me :-D |
| 5/10/02 -- ahhh, blessed friday! only 3 more weeks of school and i couldn't be happier about it! im getting assigned another huge project tuesday, but luckily i'll try and finish my english one before then (look at me curb my procrastinating tendancies!) and monday we'll finish the data phase of our map (i gotta get my notebook from marsha . . . i dont know if thats good or bad) and i got the MC part of my psych final back -- 84%!!!! thats great, and doing a bit of math under the assumption that i got 50% on the essay part, that'd be the equivilent of a 5 on the AP! hopefully i'll do well next thursday, i really want the credits! and we had a test in math today so there wasn't any homework, and i think **hopefully** i did well on the quiz because it all made sense! amazing, aint it??? and tonite i was hoping to stay @ work and handgout with just the standard four (no parents) but plans fall through etc etc and so now im not so sure. but i can hope (cross your fingers for me . . . id cross my own but itd make it hard to type) oh, and last night we went to dinner at damons and i had the yummy chicken sandwhich! oh, and i also finally got my hair cut and got a watch and blah blah blah. and uh, after tuesday's issue with my health teacher things got corrected on thursday but wendsday was a running day. now, normally that isnt too tortureful for me since i have to walk anyways due to joint problems. but on wendsday two things combined to make me miserable 1) i had to deal with some 8th graders who get our of school @ 3 teasing me cause they knew me from gradeschool, and 2) after i was done walking and i got to work i could not stand. literally!!! i tried to stand up, but my feet/ankles wouldn't let me. so i spent the evening crawling around at work on my hands and knees and at other times being rolled around on a shipping cart. ahhhh, the joys of life! :-P but, despite how miserable my week sounds when i think about it hard, i dont feel in the least bit down about it and i see it as almost a good thing because you really cant enjoy the better parts of life if you have nothing to compare them to. and the bad stuff never lasts forever (unless you're a pessimist, but then you'll die soon) soo, anywhoo, i'll shutup now and go live my life |
| 5/11/02 -- its saturday, its rainy, what else is there to say?? uhh, well, we went to kmart, and got a lot of gum (long story) and a circular saw :-D my mom was surprised to hear i've used one before . . . 0:-) anywhoo, now im @ work (again) with the boys, and we're waiting for dani to show up. so . . . f-in . . . fun . . . actually, i've had a really long and boring day with way too much time to sit and worry about some things that have been on my mind :-( oh yea, and i got my notebook from marsha's house (i was sooo nervous just being near jim's house!) and we went to hubbard avenue diner for breakfast. we actually got seated quickly, and i had a shake :-D im soo happy i can have ice cream once in awhile (though some of the stiplulations are annoying) anywhoo, dani'll be bak from her study group soon, and im tired of babbeling . . . gonna shut up now . . . |
| 5/12/02 -- hello . . . god, i keep feeling so depressed and i dont know why!! well, i sorta do, i think its cause i really dont have much of a life. i mean really, if i can fit like a week of my life into this small of a space, than i must be pretty lame! Arghhhhh! its not that i have no friends, its that we never decide to do anything. ahh well, somehow i'll manage to live . . . anywhoo, im going to dinner tonight, me and dani are treating since its mother's day, and mommy doesn't know where we're going. and i finished my english assignment. and kath's friend got me the pda!!! yipee . . . i guess theres always some good things to think about! anywhoo, i have lotsa quotes to add, but im feeling lathargic right now so i'll do it later. hmmm, i think my main problem is that i dont have any painkillers on weekends (normally cause i forget) so it means im in a world of pain at times and i dont get the caffeine which my body is starting to become dependant on -- grrrr. i think i might have to stop with this pain killer crap completely! oh lord, im so sorry -- no one came here to read my life rants! ahhh, oh well, the occasional rant is always important, cause otherwise people will get the false impression that im too happy all the time :-P infact, just ranting makes me feel happier. funny how that works. anywhoo, i'd better leave for dinner - ta! |