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| Thoughts of a Lover's Quarrel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wonder if he knows that I am hurting? Or maybe I should be checking if he is, too? I try to take the stain out and rub the dirt in Now I can't remember what truths are really true If only I had a glowing star or tender kiss that could heal Some witty phrase or magic words to express how we feel Now that I have lost the words I want to say Now that my heart is falling, and my tongue is tied I don't know what to believe or wish or pray Do we walk away too soon to say we have tried? Have I let him down too often?Are my hopes too high? Whether in my tears or in his eyes, I have got to learn to swim And some things I can fit into words, no matter what I try In my heart, in my life, I only have loved him. |
| This is why ****************** I had to run before my tears would betray me, Following and foreboding history of heartache. I could sense yet somehow never see The rush of pain until I was left wincing in its wake. Leathered memories get easier with age Still I long to live in the starry sky I wish I had never put my heart in this cage I'd say "peace", but that would be a lie. Yesterday is dying as a new day is being born Thoughtful voices are busy quilting my mind Tired and trembling, weakened and forlorn All I ever wanted was to be known as KIND |
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| Lover's Reverie
~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~ I miss you fiercely, I think of you and the fires within me engulf my soul I long to feel your breath upon my soft skin as hunger takes control Is this dreamland? A waxing yearning of my heart�s secret need? Will I trust? Will I love? Will I concede? Lost in love�s trance, your lips upon mine Flesh and spirits intertwine Felt it inside deep pleasure anew So intensely that you must feel it too Or is my overwhelming desire unrequited? Will my heart remain benighted? Sooth my troubled mind, please reassure me I remain yours, yearning in lover�s reverie |
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