pixie

(Written 25th July 2001)
        just incase you haven't already guessed pixie is my girlfriend. if you want know more about how we got together go to here and it will tell you everything you ever wanted to know . . although i'm sure most of you don't :) anyway pixie is pretty close to what i dream about. She is just a little bit shorter than me (always nice :) and has the most beautiful eyes. I could stare into them for soooo long. My personal tastes in women is such that hips are good !!! no fat, just womanly curves if you know what i mean. Stick figures don't appeal, and thats what pixie is. the curves on that girl are enough to send you mad. Hmmm, no matter how i word this it always comes off like she's fat when it isn't that at all . . . ahh well

        but hey there are hundreds of nice body's out there. The thing with pixie is how nice she is. I was always a shy kid, and never really talked to anyone and still don't despite being 19. I have a great group of friends who i'm quite comfortable talking with but if i meet someone knew then i'm just in the habbit of not talking. Well pixie was the first person i ever talked to for more than about 30 mins at a time. I think our record at the moment is 9 hours straight on the phone. She's done 12 with someone else but thats about 8:30 more than i've ever done. I don't know how she did it. But she managed to get me to talk, she made me feel comfortable and i just fell for here.

        Her interest lye in the humanities section. She's an eviromentalist and humanitarian - hopeing to save the world. I myself am into computers and have no grand plans, but somehow it still works. The thing that really supprised me was that she thinks of herself as a bad person when she's the best person i've ever know. She won't take food from a table untill everyone else is done, she gives away most of her money to charaties and she is devoting her life to make others better. How she goes about doing that last one isn't quite clear yeat but it will happen. yet she still thinks she is a bad person . . . ahh well, hopefully i'll be able to convice her otherwise.

        As for us as in "us" going out us well as of now (23rd june 2001) is is 7 months minus one day. Thats right our anaversary is on the 24th of december 2000. We were cutting it pretty close befor the mlenium but we made it somehow. although i didn't think we would ever get to gether so its all a blessing. But back to the point. We spent pretty much all our lives together. We both still live at home, so there are family's always interupting at whichever house we're at but it works. In the 7 months i think its about 5 or 6 days that we haven't seen each other where it was possible (eg we weren't out of the state on a holiday). So thats pretty good. Sometimes we just wake up together and then part for our day but that still counts. Although mostly we stick together. I know all about her and she knows all about me. When your together that much there really ain't anything you can hide. I'm sure you could try but keeping it up that long would just be sooo tireing that i didn't even bother (and i'm hopeing she didn't too). For those of you who want to know - no we haven't slept together yet . . thats partyly my fault because of some mistakes i made in the first week, and partly because of juju (read here for stuff about him). But i'm sure it will happen . . . we're doing pretty much everything else that i don't see we can hold out for very much longer, but either way i don't mind to much at all. She's my best friend so i would much rather stay the way we are than sleep together a few times and find out she didn't want to.

        So yeah, thats us . . . i guess thats about it. If you want anything more put it in the guest book.


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