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| Crawling In My Skin These Wounds These Wounds They Well Not Heal |
| You make believe nothing is wrong until you are crying, you make believe that Life is too long until you are dying. |
| Special, you think your special You do, I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look Down on me, you walk around on me Just one more fight about your leadership And I will straight up leave your Shit Cause I've had enough of this And Now I'm Pissed(yeah)THis time I am going to let it all come out, this time I'm a stand up and shout I'm a do things my way, Its my way Just one more fight about A lotta Things And I will give up everything to be To be on my own again Free again THis Time I'm a Let It All Come Out And You'll be The One Who's Left Missing Me! |
| I'm On The Outside I'm looking in can see through you see your true colors cause in side you are ugly, ugly like me, and I Feel All This Pain Stuffed It Down Its back Again, and I lye here in bed all alone I can never feel tomorrow well be ok, I can see in you see the real you |
| I Can't take this anymore, I'm saying everything I've said before, The Less I Hear THe Less YOU Say But You'll Find Out anyway All these thought they make no sence, I Found Bliss In Ignorace, Everythign you say to me pushes me one step closer to the edge and I am about to break I need a little room to breath I find the answers not so clear Wish I could find a Way to disappear nothing seems to go AWAy over and over again Shut Up WHen I'm Talking To You SHUT UP!! I'm About To Break |
| You take away I feel the same all these promises you made in vain I Can't deal with this SHIT anymore I just look away You well feel my anger you well fell my pain you well feel my ToRmEnT Driving me insane I can't Fight these Feeling THey Bring Only Pain you take away leave me whole again, with nothing again |
| Some day I well Find a LOVE that flows through me like this, this well fallway You're getting closer to pushing me off of lifes little Edge Cause I'm a LOSER sooner or later you know I'll be dead your getting closer you are holding the rope I am taking the fall this is getting old I can't Break these Chains that I hold My Bodies Growing COld there is Nothing Left Of THis Mind or This Soul. |
| I'm to Depressed to go one you'll be sorry when I'm gone I never conquered rarely came 16 held such better days, I couldn't wait till I got home to pass the time in my room alone, I Never Thought I would DIe Alone another six months and I well bE unknown Give all my things to all my friends you well never set foot in my room again you'll close it off board it up, the choice was mine I didn't think enough |
| "Like Most things I am Nothing; But a State of Being is a State of Mind" |
| "Change doesn't come with out inconvinence; even from Worse to Better" "Nothing in this world is Diffecult; but Thinking makes it seem so" |
| "Man learns little from success, but much from failure" |
| From The Day We're Born We Start To Die |
| To make you love me, what do I have to do to make you understand, cause if I can't make you love me tell me what do I have to do You make it hard to breath its as if I am sufficating, and When your next to me I can feel your heart beat through my SKin, It makes me sad to think that this could all be for nothing. I wish that there was a way for you to see inside me, I Never Felt this way About ANYONE, Or ANything What do I have to do to make you Happy, What do I have to do to make you understand, what do I have to make you want me IF I can't Make you Want me Tell me What do I have to do. I new exactly what you were thinking I swear this time I well not Let you DOwn, I am not as selfish as I use to be, it was a part of me that never made me proud. And right now I think I would try anything, anything at all to keep you satisfid God I hope you see What LOSING You Would Do To Me! All I want is one more chance tell me what doI have to Do?!?!?!?!? |
| Desprate for changing starving for truth I'm closer to where i started chasing after you I'm Falling Even More In Love With you1 Letting go of all I've held onto. I'm Standing here Until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you forgettign all I am lacking Completely Incomplete I'll take you invitaion you take all of me I'm Living For the Only thing I Know I'm running and not quite sure where to go Ii don't know what I am diving into I'm hanging by a moment here with you There is Nothing Else To Lose There Is Nothing Else To Find<3 There Is Nothing In The World That Can Change My MInd there is Nothign Else There Is Nothing Else!!! |
| Desprate for changing starving for truth I'm closer to where i started chasing after you I'm Falling Even More In Love With you Letting go of all I've held onto. I'm Standing here Until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm Living For the Only thing I Know I'm running and Quite sure where to go I know what I am diving into I'm hanging by a moment Hanging By A moment Hanging By A Moment Here WIth You |
| I think of A while ago we might of had it all I was so Stupid Then You Needed time to grow but now just as things change as well my Feelings do in time things rearrange I am So SICK of Chasing you but what do I get cause I just seem to Lose you make me regret those times I spent with you playing those games as I wait for your call now I give up so Good Bye and So Long Its not a change of pace this time I'll get it right its not a change of taste I was the one there last night you have your other friends they were there when you cried didn't mean to hurt you then best friends just won't leave your side when I needed you most when I needed a friend you Let Me Down now like I let you down then So Sorry Its Over |
| Lost LoVe, Lost Friend, Lost Life! Lost Mind,Lost SOUL, Lost Self What Else Is There to Lose? What else is there to live for? |
| Mine > | | > | | | > | | > |
| Fuck Me, Fuck You, Fuck Them, Fuck Off, Fuck This, Fuck "Friends", FUCK LoVe, Fuck Life, Fuck It All, Fuck This World, Fuck Everything You Stand For, Don't Belong, Don't Except, Don't Give A SHIT, Don't EVER Judge Me! |
| It (she) Is Killing Me Inside Soon there Well Be Nothing Left. I Can't Take It or Hold on Any Longer. Soon I Well Be Nothing As I Already Am To You. |
| I Love you now with all my heart and Soul in this Life and The next I Pray to God That Soon You Well see - J.C. |
| Some day well find it the rainbow connection the Lovers the Dreamers and Me |
| "If I find someone to be with I have just found the cure for Manic Depression" |
| "God said everyone should have a relationship if not marrige I can't even get a relation ship going" |
| "Time can not heal my greif or reconsile my loss; For what I lost was to great!" Mary Lincoln (Abe's Wife) |
| "It would be as possible to** from doing such things as it would to fish the moon out of a pool of water!" "The moon is in the SKY, only the reflection is in the water; To believe the Moon can be scooped up from the water is to Suffer from Illusion!" |
| "It's Often What Is NOT Said That Causes An Argument" |
| "There is a certain relief in change, even from Bad to Worse! as I Have often found inn traveling a stage coach, that it is often a comfort to shift positions, And Be Bruised in a new place" |
| "Things Don't change; You change your way of looking that's all" |
| "you don't try to kill a mosquito with a cannon ball" Confusios |
| "When you take offense, you bring as much suffering into the world as you do when you give offense" |
| "Discovery is seeing what everybody else has seen, and thinking what nobody else has thought." |
| "There is nothign you can hold on to in this world, only by letting go can you truely have what is real" |
| Sometimes you get what you want sometimes you get what you need but you alwayz get what you deserve |
| "The glory of friendship is not the out streched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship, its the spiritual insperationthat comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him" |
| Look into the Void Darkness is all I see |
| " SCREW THIS CRAP I'VE HAD IT!" |
| It wasn't me, It wasn't you, It wasn't them or they; It just iz |