| Love, Hate, Love |
'Work like you don't need the money, Love like you've never been hurt, Dance like no one is watching,' Because inside, you feel just like dirt. I love you like there's no tomorrow. I hate everything so passionately. You are the dearest, so special, While I'm here soaked in self-pity. How could you wrong, you're so perfect? How is it I've found one so dear? How is it you found me 'the sad one'? When I'm in a self-loathing revere? I hate this world for its hatred. I despise parents for lies. My life is an endless tornado, Filled with fire and death in the skies. My God is the one who's tried saving me. He has so far in my life. So why, then, do I feel like shit? Just because one has brought me such strife? I love you for all that you brought me. Your perfections are colorful dyes, So how could I be so jealous? Why is it you I despise? It's because it's not you that I hate. It's never been you I despise, It isn't what you have brought me, It's me and all of my lies. I'm sorry for not being truthful, I should have said somthing to you, I'm sorry that you were so happy, While my soul feels depressed and so blue. I will never dislike you. It is you that I never can hate. Please, understand that I love you, Together we are brought by fate. So now as I stand on the rooftop, The cold chill of death on my back, It was me who was wrong, I was awful, And now it is I who did crack. I said we'd live together forever, But it's me who is breaking my vow, I was so weak, I can't bear this, Yet I shall return some how. And now as the ground rushes closer, I hope that you know that I'm true, Because you know, now, and forever, that I'll always care for you. |