No Matter what may lie beyond, the now is what counts.                          She will Never Disrespect my feelings and do things that
 And Time does not stand still, we do not remain dormant,                      she knows will hurt me, just because she wants.
 or unchanged!                                                                                                          We will be Able to discuss any indifferences between our 
 I can not Serve my purpose on this world, this way.                                    selves and with open minds
 And my Potential will never be!                                                                          We will also be Able to have fun together and even 
 So When I speak of happiness, it is not in a selfish manner,                    tease each other from time to time, without ever being cruel.
 one that is totally for my own behalf.                                                                 When one of Us is sad, or down, so will the other be, 
 It Involves many and in many ways and forms.                                             yet we will  try to cheer the other up in those times.
 I am a Good Person and have to be productive in my own                     Giving Support to each other always.
 ways, which is not possible like this!                                                                Love and well being for the other, will come first and before
 It Will be only possible, after my heart is free from this angsh!                any other aspect in life.
 And That is when I am with the woman of my dreams,                               Not Money, or even security, will come before that!
 my companion, best friend.                                                                                 This is What I call true love.
 One who Makes me smile and be thankful I am alive.                               It is the truest of respect for one another and as real of a love 
 The Same one who shares most of the same qualities.                           as you can get!
 Who is Thoughtful when it comes to me, the one she love                       Caring, Sharing, affection, attachment, respect and a true 
 Who Puts me ahead of and before any one else.                                      compassion, for one another.
 She who is never afraid to tell me what is on her mind and                      No One and nothing is perfect, but this kind of love is the 
 really respects my thoughts as well.                                                                closest you can get to perfection!
 Her Idea's of enjoying life will be much like my own.                                  And I was Raised believing, that this is the most natural of 
 And We will Share all of our good and bad times togethe                       things.
 But We will never need any other for company, because                        It Should Not be impossible, or even that hard to find!
 we will have all the happiness we could want, between
 our selves!                                                                                                                     Diary Excerpt September, 17, 2004   PittsburghTony's Home